Burn

 My fake girlfriend is on a week long vacation. I went out with her and some friends last night, drove through some canyons, saw a few bands, and played some pool. It was pretty fun, but then she asked if I would spend the night and take her to the airport in the morning. I agreed…and we ended up having sex. I told her I would like to actually give it a shot, give us a shot…to which I was shot down. Cold. Dead in my tracks. So…I really am the puzzle piece with no connecting parts. It’s kind of sad. But it makes sense, and I have earned it, but I have been pretty bummed out all day. I feel overwhelmed by life in general, and tired, and old. I feel old. At least with all the drugs, booze, and cigarette smoke I have been putting in my body over the years, I shouldnt have to be here much longer…says the pussy cry baby.