Babblings

I’m not really sure where I last left off, but I don’t really have anything interesting to write about…  I am feeling a little gloomy lately, funky…It might be because I’m very tired and expecting my time of the month this week.

For over a month now I’ve been going to my uncle’s (it’s where I grew up… my aunt and uncle, their kids and my mum and dad) house everyday and cleaning and taking care of the pool.  Also every weekend I go and clean the house in addition to my own apartment.  It has been a little rough to say the least.

Lately I’ve felt very disconnected to work and have been having a hard time focusing on priorities and just all around getting my work done.  Don’t get me wrong, I’m still doing stuff but overall I feel like I can’t focus.  I feel like my boss is always in a bad mood and has been making digs at me in front of others.  For the past couple weeks I’ve just been trying to avoid her and stay very low key.  That isn’t too hard because we are all really busy and running around the whole time.  I updated my resume and think that it may be time to start looking for another job.  There are so many things I want to do with in my life (including go back to school) and I don’t think this crazy busy job will let me do that.

My craving is to get a job at a university or college where I can be around a lot of different people.  I want to get out of manufacturing because frankly I don’t really want to deal with the people issues that have I’ve experienced there.  I feel like I am just getting burnt out and that it may be time for me to move on.  I would love to work at a college where I can take classes for free and slowly start a masters program.  I would love to become a guidance counselor in a school and work with kids (I think…I’m not 100% sure what I want to do when I grow up).  Anyway, I think working at a school would help me find out what my interests are.

I have this dream of winning the lottery and moving to Greece and working at an animal shelter or opening up a cat/dog store.  I would work with companies and vendors and 1/2 proceeds would go to local shelters…  Anyway, since I don’t play the lottery I don’t think that will happen anytime soon.

Maybe I’m a little gloomy because tomorrow is my birthday and I’m having my own pitty party.  Anyway, that’s life I guess…

The end of October I hope to make it back to Miami for a long weekend.  Around the same time I hope to make it out to SanFran to visit my other cousin that lives out there.  That is something to look forward to.  I think that’s all I’ve got to say.  Good Night.