Did Cesear really live here?

  Good eve to all.  Alot going on.  Well, alot according to my idea of alot.  I’m still working.  Still haven’t figured out what I’m doing in terms of continuing my education or finding a real job.  But for now I’m just taking things a day at a time. 

  Still no luck in the dating or sexual departments.  I’ve tried asking some girls out but nothing has really worked out.  The majority of my co-workers are female but nothing has really worked out either.  But I have made friends and hung out with them sometimes.  We’ve gone to see movies a few times.  And last night we went out partying.  It was fun.  I’m not a drinker so I offered to be the driver.  It was alot of fun.  Especially for being the only sober one.  Today I had to fill in the blanks for the rest of them, hehe.

  Not much else has been going on.  I haven’t had much of a chance to write but hopefully once I get my room resorted I can work more on my stories. 

  I have another question.  As said, I haven’t had much luck in the sexual department.  However my drive has been higher than usual.  Sometimes it feels like its going to drive me crazy.  The other day I was looking around online and found a local site for "independent" escorts, which I’m pretty sure means amateur hookers.  I was pretty tempted to call one and set up an "appointment" but I don’t know.  I know that its going through my mind enough for me to consider it.  I just don’t seem to be having much luck, even at dating, so its not like I have any near prospects for sex.

  It just seems funny that even as my social life is getting better, my sexual life is getting worse.  So thoughts, ideas, questions, comments?  I’d better get some sleep.  Good night to all.

-Damien