Color stuff?

Heidi, being the cutie she is, told me about this site where it could do one of those personality things on you based on colors you chose. It’s colorgenics.com if anyone wants to try it. Here’s what it gave me.

Enough is enough … you feel frustrated and rejected …. You are fighting back .. and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace ….

Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought – with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.

You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are.. but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share… and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The Inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence …. but you realise that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn’t matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity… and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are.. but no.. you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself make you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don’t really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest … beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

The need for admiration and to be regarded as “someone special” is perhaps one of the foremost aims in your life at this time. You would like to perhaps do something outrageous or anything that will give you the chance to be recognised as someone special.. This desire has now almost become an obsession and in your own way you are trying to fulfil this “complex” by ensuring you are the centre of attention, both at work or play … or in the home. Stop trying so hard… and you will find that people will like you for who you are … not for who you are pretending to be….

I’m not totally sure. I’m not really feeling like explaining it right now. But I’ll try to in a later entry. Good night to all and beautiful dreams.

Tenchi

“…the cultivation of the mind, the body, and the soul, and we must always cultivate the soul.”