“Audrey honey…”

  "…Your mother was wondering if you got dressed this morning with the specific intention of showing your ass off to the entire world?"

-Legion

  I’m alive.  I know I haven’t been on here in awhile.  I’ve just been dealing with alot lately.  Things with the university are difficult as usual.  I don’t know why it always has to be so hard.  My job will be gone at the end of this month.  The grant is ending.  So I have to find a new job too.  With everything going on I needed to have my doctor up my dose on my depression meds.  I’m doing better now, but sometimes I have trouble getting the motivation to do things.  I hope things will be better once everything gets sorted out. 

  I’ve been thinking alot about my past.  I’ve been thinking of sending a letter to my first girlfriend.  I wasn’t a very good boyfriend and things didn’t end too well.  I had no idea I suffered from depression then.  I actually didn’t know until years into college.  But I just feel like I should explain and apologize for not being better to her.  I guess I also feel this way because out of all my ex’s she’s the only one I don’t talk to still. 

  I’m writing again.  Its not the flow it used to be, but its been better lately.  I’ve been working on a Harry Potter fan fiction and its been helping to get ideas for my original stories coming up.  Its all a work in progress.

  Not much else to write about.  Good eve to all.

-Damien