NO List today

I decided that I am not going to write out a to-do list. I will just get done what I get done and not worry about what I did not do.

I am getting really anxious. Not really about the baby but about DH going out of town for a week starting on Monday. I so wish he did not have to go.

Sis will be staying with me at night. I told both mom and sis that they did not have to stay – they only live like 7 miles away. But Sis insists. It will be fun.

I still have a bunch of things I need for Autumn but I just don’t have the extra cash right now. DH gets paid on Tuesday. I need to get bills paid and see what is left. Usually I have $180 to last me half a month because over half of this check will go to mortgage. It will work out. It will be fine. No stressing. Big Deep Breath.

Since I am not driving anymore until after the baby is born “My Little World” has gotten smaller and is now just my house and yard. Sometimes I want to just go somewhere and do something. DH on the other hand has had a long drive to and from work let alone working all day and he is just the opposite. He wants to stay in. Once the baby is born I will be able to get in and out of the car again so I can go and do things (with the baby of course). Like what I wonder. What IS there to do around here?

Sis said she will start coming over to walk with me. I don’t like walking in my neighborhood by myself. There are a lot of vagrants in Daytona. I just don’t feel safe.

Well I am off to take a shower. I just wanted to put something up this morning. Not that it is anything of substance or anything fun.

First entry today

I go nuts sitting around with Ayden sometimes. I need some good conversation during the day=)

thisphoenixrises

April 22, 2004

I get like that a lot…where I want to just go anywhere that isn’t in the apartment just to get out for a little while and usually Mike wants to just relax at home after working all day.

kymaera

*puts a collar on your DH and an electric fence up around your yard* OK. Now, only take the collar off if you need to have him run to the store or take you to the hospital. This way he won’t leave for weeks at a time because of a silly thing like work!! =)

that’s nice they’re gonna stay anyways! 😉

Hope your day is nice and relaxing. It’ll be nice to have your sister and mum to be with you while DH is away. It’s all getting exciting!

Don’t go walking by yourself! Even if it was safe, what if something happened while you were out by yourself? No taking chances when you’re this close!

AngelBunny

once again it’s a pity we don’t live closer we could walk every day. Then again there are beautiful walks straight outside my door, you guys should just pack up and move here *ducks and hides* xxx

Harleydragon

April 23, 2004

I’ve always write down what to do for this year and when I finish that job I just scratch them off and wait till right time to do another job.Of course housework is everyday job, but other work like garden and yardwork is once a week or so depends on weather.So it shouldn’t be hard but I have kids and single mom is hard when you own your own house and no husband.Oh well I’ll live one day a time.