just some random stuffs

I have a head ache today – so what else is new. I had one yesterday and the day before…. they seem to be increasing in number and the Keppra is NOT helping… and the Dr.s office nurse gets pissy with me when I call for more samples. Well La Dee Dah – I cannot afford to get a script filled so I guess I need to do without. I have one zomig spray that MrG left for me in case it turns into a full blown Migraine. I hate to use it if my regular meds can handle it… My Neuro wants me to take Relpax – and his office only gave me two pills when I left my last appointment in September and they gave me two pills middle of this month… I am having two migraines a week. BAH

MrG went up to Ohio for the weekend. It is his Daughters Birthday on the 31st. It is weird having the living room empty. Kal said he is going to take me out for supper tonight – so long as we eat inexpensively – we are in between paychecks… so it is the TIGHT week…

Granny B (our next door neighbor) fixed up Autumn’s costume so it fits properly. Autumn is going to be a green fairy! She is so cute. Kal is going to be Darth Vader. LOL He got the voice changing mask as a birthday present last year and he has been dying to dress up… so I got him a cape yesterday. I have come tot he conclusion there are NO costumes for women (at least women of MY Size) anywhere in Daytona. I was on the verge of tears yesterday. I have maybe two more places to check but I doubt I will find anything. Sigh. I guess I have will have to go as a “Homicidal Maniac – they look like everyone else” Quote from Wednesday – in the Addam’s Family Movie.

My photography business is not really going anywhere.. I haven’t any jobs lined up. I looked into advertising in our local Pennysaver – it is $11.75 a week for 20 words and each additional word is 10 cents. the word “a” counts as a word. Bah No bites on the craig’s list ads. I NEED to get some paid jobs… my confidence is starting to slip… maybe I am NOT supposed to do this… any suggestions or ideas on how to generate business?

I got more paperwork to fill out for my disability. I need fill them out today at some point.

I am feeling sick to my stomach – let me get a bowl of cereal… brb

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The drive belt on the dryer broke last night. Great… I have a load of Autumn’s clothes in the washer that need to get dried and I guess I have to take them to the Laundromat. Just what I want to do today… maybe grama B will let me use their dryer.

Remember my entry back a few titled Touching Base with the Past? Well I am going to L&D’s house next week for a creative memories thing, to return her earrings I borrowed for my wedding and get caught up with them. Wish me luck – I am nervous. I can go during the day on Friday, and take Autumn – she said I could since there will not be any cropping involved, or I can go Thursday night and have some “Dakk Time”. Kal said he would put Autumn to bed for me. That would be nice – but I hate driving at night. I have really poor night vision. Decisions-decisions

Oh I need to change the rabbit litter again… pew….

Yes we have been keeping the rabbit in the house. He is litter trained. Pees and poos in the box – sometimes there are little poopies on the floor – but they just vacuum up easy peasy… the important thing is that he pees in the box.

He eats like a horse too. Good thing my sis pays for the rabbit food. I have to get more parsley, kale, apples and carrots. I think he is getting fat. He is getting more friendly to me and Autumn. He has never been MEAN, but he is skittish. He plays with her toys too. LOL He just now pushed her huge purple ball (the one that C was playing with in that photo) across the room. And he is friends with my cats.

Kal’s niece Perin’s Birthday is on Tuesday. I am going to send her a Toys R Us gift card. I don’t know what she has or needs and since MIL has passed and W is not talking to me still – I will just have to send a gift card.

I have been feeling like a looser again. I know, I know. It is from the whole not contributing to the family income thing again. The whole – I am fat thing again. Same ole same ole….

I need to organize my house and clear out clutter.

I need a bigger house.

or a place to set up my studio.

I am in a strange mood. One I can’t describe. Kinda mixed emotions and they are all over the board.

Autumn and I are still in our PJs.

I need to steam clean the sofa – and take a pressure sprayer and spray the whole living room down with cat pee smell remover. UGH MY house smells of OLD MAN STINK + CAT PISS.

I am thinking of holding a garage sale or eBay sale. I have to finish working on getting the baby clothes photos together for Munkin – if she still wants to see them after all this time… I have to get my sweaters out of the storage building – in fact I am thinking of taking everything out of storage and just selling the lot of it.

I have baby stuff there. I was going to hold on to it just in case I have another one. I doubt I will. But I was hoping in a year or two…

I have to install door locks in the kitchen.

I need to finish putting down the kitchen vinyl tile.

I need to wash ALL floors

I need to clean the bathroom

I need to clean my bedroom and Autumn’s bedroom…

I have tons I need to do

but I don’t want to.

I want to sleep

I REALLY need to take a shower. I will do that when Autumn takes her nap.

Autumn is currently watching the Charlie & Lola Pink Milk-a-thon on Disney.

She is growing up so fast.

A lot of you have been writing what your babies can say… Autumn is just now starting to really increase her vocabulary she says
Daddy
mama or mommy
cat
kitty
bun (bunny)
ball
ba-oo (balloon)
mo (more)
guck (yuck)
mulk (milk)
gup (cup)
where go
pretty
bin (binky)
moo
ow (meow)
arf
bye bye
uh oh
na ah (no)

There are more but I can’t think of them right now – she comprehends most of what we say and gets frustrated very easy when she cannot answer us back. She learns fast too.

oh lets see the other day I went to get her out of her crib when she woke up – the silly girl had all her clothes off including her diaper – so I went to get her clean clothes and a new diaper and she proceeded to stand there and pee all over herself and the bed. Sigh.

Not much else going on – if I think of anything else to write about I will write another entry. Now I must try to get rid of this headache.

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