Is it really me?

Ok I am very slack about writing. I know. I have not felt like it and not much has happned in my life really worth writing about.

I have been writing here for over 2 years now….

Different day – same stuff

The duck still hangs around.

My sister brought her rabbit and its hutch to my house so now I have another animal to take care of…

The weather is HOT and Humid

I hurt all over

We got my mom’s old queen size bed and trashed the one we had since we got married over 9.5 years ago…it is an orthopedic with a pillow top. Still hard as crap *not that crap is hard unless it has been sitting out for a long period of time and not in the toilet* It, the mattress, not crap, is not very comfortable, in my opinion. I wake up even more sore than I did the night before.

I wish I had a lotto hit so I could get a King Size Tempurepedic. That is my dream.

I got some papers from SSI that I don’t understand. I need to take somem quiet time and sit and go over them again. I know I have a few things I need to correct that they got wrong from my phone interview and I still cannot find my birth certificate. I have two kicking around my house somewhere, I just cannot find them.

I closed my online store. No one bought anything in the three months I had it open – and I could not see spending the seven bucks a month to keep it open. So there goes that dream down the flusher.

I really need to process all my photos of Autumn. I have not felt like doing that either.

I need to update you all on how she is doing too.

She is now 15 months old and finally able to wear 12 month size clothes. I put her on the scale and it said she weighed 19 pounds. I pray that is correct or my scale is on the low side. I don’t want the doc yellin at me that she is underweight again.

She just cut her top two teeth and has 4 teeth now… AND she started cutting two more teeth on the bottom.

She is starting to talk more but she knows so much and gets frustrated that she cannot talk back to us in words we can understand… She knows all her parts of her face, her feet, toes, hands, belly button and hair. She knows the difference when you ask her where her milk cup and juice cup are. She knows the difference between all her toys if you ask for a certain toy, she will bring it. She has started to differentiate between teh different cats. Bobby t-is boba cat. She uses a regular fork correctly most of the time. She dances and turns in circles alot. OMG she is so funny. Her latest strange thing to do is take what ever she is eating and smooch it into her hair. She does this because she knows mommy will give her a bath and bath time is her favorite time. She LOVES the water.

We are having a problem with temper tantrums. She has started the terrible two’s early. But that is ok. I can handle it most of the time… but not when I have one of my migranes…. If the guys are home – I ask them to take her… if I am by myself… she goes in her room for about 10 minutes.

My diet has been blown all to hell. I am supposed to go back on the South Beach induction tomorrow. I am back up to 219.

Lets see what else is going on…

I think that is it for now. It is 10:30 and I need to try to sleep.

I appologize to everyone for not writing or noting more. I just have not felt like doing the Open Diary thing. I will try to do better. I may have to pare down my faves list so I don’t feel guilty about not noting or reading everyone. I am torn over it but when I log in – and I see that all of you *over 180* have updated… I am intimidated and tempted to just turn the computer off.

I have also taken to being invisable on Yahoo again. If you need to chat or check up on me just send an IM and if I am there I will answer you.

I do love you all, and I am so sorry I have not been around. Your lives are passing me by and I miss you guys. But I am sure you understand… sometimes we all need a short break. I hope to write more. It may not be in depth things about what is going on in my life-as my life is not too exciting right now… but I will try to post SOMETHING.

Take care and I love you all,

Huggles and Smoochies,
Dakk

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