Continuations

Charly and I have been talking. He knows something is up with me and I told him. I have not physically been alone since August 2003. I am feeling like fourth fiddle in an orchestra only here for clean up and sex. And the fact that we have not GONE anywhere for a DATE just the two of us in such a long time has been killing me.

My daughter is so cute. today we played blocks — building them up and knocking them down while she sang songs and stuff. I went to the dollar store… any of you in Gainesville GA the dollar store in the mall (weird place with a JC penny right in the middle that you need to go through to get to the rest of the mall) has a great one with tons of craft and scrap booking stuff. She and I are going to learn how to do scrap booking. on one of our nature walks we picked flowers and picked up leaves… (Some of which are already turning color now) and pressed them in the phone book. We will do some fun things with that.

It is almost time for the dial a ride bus to pick me up for physical therapy. Hopefully I won’t have a another tour of Lumpkin County before I get home. Took them over an hour and a half to get me home and at $5 each way…. BLEH.

Next week is crazy busy with PT on Tuesday and Thursday and in the morning on Tuesday I have an EMG in the morning at 8 in Cumming then I have to be home by 12 to catch the bus to get to PT. Then on Wed I have counseling with Lumpkin county mental health – not sure how much that will be for on the bus as each trip is based on mileage.

Thursday is PT again and Friday is appointment with Dr. Willett again.

It sux only having my father in laws car because we cannot do anything during the day.

OH OH OH – remember when I told you guys I filled out an Air Tran credit card thingee just to get a bear for my daughter and I was sure to get turned down? OMG they sent me a card with a 1500 limit! it will only be used to travel back to Daytona for my court ordered Doctor appointment.

At least my mood is a tiny bit better today. Not much but a tiny bit.

I better get my shoes on and get ready to go. Buss will be here in less than 15 minutes.

Hugs and smooches.
Dakk

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Just Brandie

September 6, 2007

It’s always cool to get a credit cared that you want after thinking you’re pretty sure you won’t get it–it’s such a great way to build your credit. Use it a little, pay that off. Use it a little again, pay that off. It’s how we’ve done ours and the credit companies hate it but we love the way it works. *S*

kris.

sgrandmaison

Enthusiast

The court orders you to have Dr. appts?

bigbonjovifan30262

Achaia

I don’t know how many of these notes you’ve gotten from me in a row, but I still wanna give you hugs. so ~hugs~

rock on with your credit card havin self! you do need date night. you need adult time. you need alone time. otherwise you turn into a mess and nobody will want to be around. dont wait for it to happen. demand it. tell him you need time alone. he needs time alone with his child to bond some. even if its just daddy gives the bath and you go for a walk or go get a new book. something. anything!