Bad Girl

I bet you thought I was going to write about Sex didn’t you…. Come on people, You know I am such a prude I never talk about Sex. LOL Actually I just feel that I have a hard enough time talking about sex with Kal, even after 10 years, there is NO Way I am going to talk about that most intimate of things with you all… Sorry. Maybe one day I will have a sexual epiphany and get over hang-ups and such and it will change – but until then you will have to be satisfied with Bad Girl having to do with Diet related talk. *Raspberries*

So anyway – Yes I have been very lenient on my diet this last week. I really need to go back on Phase 1. I need to discipline myself. I need to be strong. Seeing that scale creep up a few pounds – even though I know it is mostly water weight – is killing me!

So it is back on Phase 1 I go – after this weekend. Ha-Ha. I blew it today too. I drove to Orlando to have lunch with Kal and to show Autumn off to all his co-workers. We had lunch at Amigos on Alafea Trail. I know I spelled that wrong. It was yummy good. I had too many tortilla chips though. I also had fajitas. Tonight’s supper will probably be hamburgers. I am still super full from lunch!

Everyone was so in love with Autumn. As usual. LOL She was such a good girl too. She did not take a morning nap in the car on our way there like I had hoped. But on the way home – 5 minutes in the car and she was O-U-T. As we were pulling onto our street she woke up. So there will be no rest for mama today.

It has been raining for the last four days I believe. No way that I have been able to get out and do any work in the yard. Darn it. That is my stress reliever and my exercise. Another round is on its way in right now. We ran ahead of it on our way home from Orlando.

Caffrey left a note in my last entry and asked if I was pregnant. The answer is no. Well not that I know of. We have been using a spermicidal product but forgot a couple of times. I don’t feel pregnant. But because you asked – I will pick up a couple of tests to have on hand. I have mixed emotions about getting preggers again. I would not mind having another one. Kal keeps saying he does not want any more. But if God wants us to have one – we will. And it will be loved and cared for. If I do get pregnant I really want to wait a bit more. I would like to have some real space between their ages. The cost of the actual birth and doctor portion is not something we need at the moment. We are just starting to maybe get ahead and away from paycheck to paycheck. Not by much mind you – but every little bit helps.

I am going to see my neurologist this month. I am going to ask him about disability because of my Fibromyalgia, migraines and the loss of movement in my neck and back from the auto accident. It can’t hurt to ask right?

I think the reason I am not feeling well is the fibro and the all that junk from the auto accident. And I am trying to keep one step ahead of a sinus infection. All this rainy weather puts me in a flare. But I am in a good mood. I guess that is all that really matters, right?

I did a major site redesign on the Cruisers for Kids Website. Kal’s boss (who is president of the charity) is extremely happy with the way it has turned out. Take a peek and let me know what you think.

I worked some on getting some new items in my Online Store. I still don’t have much up there yet. I work on it when I can. Take a look at what I have and give me your honest opinions and suggestions.

There is a big sale going on now until June 14th. $10 off any order $30 or more.

Let’s see – I am still super far behind on reading and noting my faves. PLEASE DO NOT REMOVE ME FROM YOUR FAVES LISTS! I promise to get caught up sometime in this next month! LMAO!

I promise to get some photos of Autumn up for you to oooo and ahhh over very soon too.

Well, I am off – I have mom duty…

Yes – I am alive and I did write so there *sticks tounge out*

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