Missin’ You

Today, I need to write and vent.

It’s not a good day.

I miss you….alot.

Our lives have turned into such turmoil.  I hate that we don’t know which way to turn….I hate that we aren’t turning to each other.  I just miss you.  I miss our texting, our numerous daily phone calls.  I miss sharing every funny thing that happens to me.  i just feel like I’ve lost my best friend and we can’t find our way back to each other.  Yesterday was a start, but was it enough?

You are one of the most important people in my life.  I truly love you.  And you know what…I AM in love with you.  I can’t deny it any more.  I hate that we can’t be together right now.  Someday…maybe.  But it’s today I want. 

I would give anything for right now to be curled up in your arms….you stroking my arm….giggling with you like we’re the only two in the world.  I love feeling your touch, I love your kisses and I love the way you look at me.  I love hearing your voice in my ear and I love feeling the scruff of your face on my cheeks.

I just miss you and there isn’t a damn thing I can do about it today.

🙁