Resting

Dear Jesus,

I just spoke to my nephew. He made me feel better. I told him about my work situation. About my car engine light coming back on. About life in general. He’s so smart. I love both my nephews so much.
im SO HAPPY im not at work today!!! Like sooooooooo happy. I look at the clock and think, I could be on my feel being told what to do next by Clark or being looked at weirdly or being left out, etc…I’m just so happy not to be there!

I have no more sick days left until May. I’m going to tough it out. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. this morning, I went to the doctors, got me breakfast that I ate already, set up a dentist appointment, set up a mechanic appointment, picked up hair supplies for my hair appointment later, and now I’m in bed.

I got a message earlier about my co star dropping out or not being available anymore. They are going to find someone else ….I suggested Erica…the girl I used to date, who trashed my recent song, and who’s been helping me with my lines…I actually want her to get it. But at the same time, I’m indifferent.

I found out my rent is $81 bucks more. But that’s not too bad I guess….then my water bill will be a separate entity.

Debra just called me. Complained to me and I complained to her. She may be returning back to my school. I’m ok I guess with that….not really. But it is what it is.

im just happy to be off.

Jesus, thank you for this day. Thank you for the food i ate. Thank you for the money I was able to spend today. Thank you for the time I need to study my lines. Thank you for everything. I know you are working out everything behind closed doors. Let me be able to relax my mind. I love you amen.

things to do today:

fedex

Engine light check

workout

mani/pedi

hair

pack suitcase