Rest instead of Stress

Dear Jesus,

as you know, I took off work today…well the second half. I was able to tell: Nava(who did not give any eye contact when speaking to me and acted as though I annoyed her), Gray (when she was sitting next to our principal- I did this for protection), Miss G (the sub for Clark), and Mack (to not allow anyone speak badly about me while I was gone).

I’m very happy that everything worked out. I ran into Ms. Miranda who is going though it herself with Clark. I told Miranda how they said they could offer me another school to work at and I can be replaced…she said “me too”. In that moment I knew she felt regret for dragging me in the mess….but I don’t regret it one bit-I think Patrice is evil. I saw her today with two different children that covered their arms like they were protecting themselves from being pinched by her. She saw me looking and you could tell it’s a thing that she done regularly with children. I’m definitely there to protect these children from her.

I didn’t tell Romo because shes lied in my face multiple times about being involved with conversations about me. She’s even told coworkers that I don’t help out. And like I said, I’m glad Jackson is not in our class…I can’t seem to trust her for some reason.

but enough about them, now I’m in bed after I’ve eaten fried fish, onion rings, and coleslaw with unsweetened tea. I’m very full, and I doubt I’ll eat anymore today. Afterwards, I lit a candle and climbed into my bed. I have on a clay mask and now writing You.

I don’t know how you can hear my prayers…but You do. I wish I didn’t ramble so much….especially when I hear others peoples prayers who pray so long in a group prayer that it builds an annoyance inside of me…I don’t know how You do it. But You do it in whatever way that allows you to hear billions of humans…you are so omnipotent.

im supposed to sing in church this Sunday. I planned to sing “I can only Imagine”. It’s a song that I sing well and can be confident on stage with. I packed my Sunday outfit which consists of a black dress with a white collar(think Audrey Hepburn) and black loafers. I’m gonna look classic on stage…I can’t wait!

and tomorrow is my callback! The more I think about it…I’m SURE my agents have a reason for everything they do. They are trying to find someone compatible for me to play opposite on screen most likely…that’s what I think they are trying to do.

im about to start with memorizing my new lines for the callback audition. Ttyl. Love you Jesus.

p.s. praying also for anyone reading this. I hope you are blessed with peace and abundance.