Posted for an absence

Dear Jesus,

I posted an absence for coverage tomorrow. I plan to go to bed early. Then I’m going to check my email to see if I’ve been covered. After this, I will only have 2 free days left to take off for the rest of the school year. I’m ok with that. I plan to wake up early in the morning and pack my car at 6:30am. Then by 7am, I will get ready for work…be out the door by 7:30am…then go to work early.

after lunch, I’m off work. I then go home with all my stuff in my car. I rest my mind, study my lines, and try to take a wash off in cold water. All within 3.5 hours….but that is what I need in order to memorize my lines properly.

thank you for letting me know about signing my employee handbook in time. I pray my absence tomorrow will be covered.

I pray that I am safe in my car. Thank you for saving me from a possible car accident on the way home. I pray that you continue to have angels watch over me.

I pray for my memorization/memory…that I will have all the lines down quickly. I pray that I’m doing the right thing. I want to play the lead. But I trust that you know what’s best for me.

I looked up binary and quickly learned that they can look normal too….like anyone really…not necessarily an androgynous look. It just means they can be genderfluid…masculine and feminine.

im praying that everything will work out. Just disappointed that my agent sent me out for a part that has no travel or lodging coverage and only pays what my current job pays per day.

I don’t want to complain…but I just want MORE. How can I expect to ever get to an Oscar ?…I guess I got to start somewhere right? Or maybe you are revealing the role and asking me: Do you really want to do this role?… this is the film you’ve been praying to me about???

I think I should give it my all and let You decide…

im going to sleep… in 8 hours I have to start my day. Goodnight Jesus.