Long Day 2m

Dear God, thank you for giving me another audition. I hope that with each audition it is allowing room for me to improve as an actress. I’m still waiting to hear back from Remax and the PSA. I pray I get a double booking.

for the audition tomorrow, it seems really simple. I am happy to tape it. I pray I do well. I may wake up early in the morning and tape it. I have to wear a sports bra and shorts. I pray I look super slim/fit on camera.

I also have my headshots tomorrow. Please let me know my angles and do really well. I pray that the photographers wife won’t be there. She was a very hateful woman from what i remembered, last time I met her. She ridiculed me about my songs not being detectable on Siri. It only made me realize to work harder and to have my music heard on all platforms.

i want to thank you for my facial. It turned out perfect. Thank you for giving me the funds to afford to buy 8 more in advance. Thank you for the nice bank teller who helped me open my saving account. Thank you for helping me get safely to my destinations.

thank you for letting me see Rosa. She’s always been so good to me. I pray that one day she will be able to travel all around the world with me. She also told me that I’m valuable and I don’t need JurnyV. She told me to just wait it out and live my best life. I pray that you give me direction on everything. I pray that you guide my footsteps. I know that you see all…and how kalani deserted me and how JurnyV treated me unfairly …I pray that you can heal my wounds and allow me to be stronger to move forward still despite it all.

i pray for my sleep tonight. I’ve only been getting six hours every night…but tonight I pray I get 8 hours. I pray that my mind won’t race, that I won’t have bad dreams, and that you will give me peace of mind that you are working everything out to your greater good.

Father, protect me from being a target. Help me win the hearts of haters. Help me not to care what others think or say of me. Guide me through life and give me discernment. I pray for Shervy…let his crypto come at the right time. I pray for my mom – that she gets her settlement that she deserves for her knee. I pray for her sleeping… I pray that you give her a peace that surpasses all understanding.

i pray for my nephews…that they will be ok. I pray for all family members and to erase all stress or at least give us the strength to handle all things with a clear mind.

protect me from my own intrusive thoughts. Give me renewed strength and let me have success soon. I want so badly to book a tv or film role. I want so badly for my songs to go viral and to have my music playing on radio stations around the world. I want so badly to get a brand deal with a luxury brand that caters to perfume, makeup and skincare. I want a hair sponsor as well for Aussie or Revlon…and to walk the steps of the net ball and be invited so I don’t have to pay to get inside…

I just pray for a life where I can have my three horses named thunder honey and bolt. I just want to one day own a home near water. I want so badly to see the world. I want so badly to wear nice clothes and shoes and wear nice perfume. Help me to be able to afford these things.

i pray Father that I will get invited to perform in a festival in the near future. I pray for the house of blues peacock room. I pray that I can easily fill rooms and have sold out shows! Please help me get there Father.

give me favor when I visit the house of blues on October 17th. Help me find the club promoter. Help me get my shoes back so I can perform on a regular basis. Please let me use the time when I’m at the old lady’s house to learn 2-3 songs per weekend.

I pray for your angels to surround me and give me your protection, love, peace and light. Let me radiant and look so beautiful. Please give me beauty for ashes. In Jesus name. Amen