Good Decisions

Dear Jesus,

I’ve been listening to a tarot card reader on YouTube. I listen to him all the time. Why does everything he say turn out to be real? what’s that about?

I got mad at Shervy and charged $50 to his card. I’m not sure how to feel. I’m upset. Not sure what to do about much these days.

I listened to Joel Osteen again this morning and he said we must be patient and know that Gods plan for our life is better than we could ever imagine.

what should I do about Shervin? My stuff is at his place. Who told him that he had a chance with me? Why couldn’t he stay my friend? And what am I supposed to do with him ?

Miss Shirley called me about 5 times today. I didn’t pick up. She acted nasty towards me this morning so I don’t want to talk to her. She tryna ask me to work Christmas. I don’t want to. But I will if I have to.

im getting sleepy… im a grandma cuz I go to bed at 8:30pm now…and wake up at 6:55am and out the door by 7:30am. Today I was late by 12-15 minutes. It’s ok though…

I am just so out of it. I know life is precious Lord so I’m trying to figure out the precious moments today… it was mostly food. I enjoyed my French toast sticks in the morning and my gumbo in the afternoon and my salad & stuffed pepper for dinner. I appreciated the conversation I had with a new friend I made recently. He’s a 60/70 something ex marine divorcee who gives great advice… like the uncle I wish I always had … very respectable and sweet.

I can barely hold this phone up… I love You Jesus amen

p.s. me and Miss Patrice got into an argument in front of Miss Clark, but she started it and I finished it. There was a point where I made fun of her accent in the middle of the argument, which was hilarious. Miss Patrice stormed out the room. Miss Clark looked like she was totally amused about everything. And that’s all I have to say about that.