Easter Monday

It’s Easter Monday…a religious holiday but the government doesn’t recognize this. I’m still on my leave from work, so I don’t have to work today. I already have something to do every single day of the week: beauty, working out, the recording studio is today, doctors visit, a job fair, and visiting a location for my next music video.

I also have been seriously thinking about taking off a year to go after my career….full time. It’s a scary thought…but this week I’m also going to total all my expenses for the entire year…something like this:

gas each week=30

Pedi/ mani once a month =$55

hair done twice a month = $100

rent = $950

utility bill = $160

food each month = $100

misc = $100

car wash (2x each month) = $44

video production = $320-500 per month

$150 = marketing for YouTube videos

That is almost $2500 a month!!!!!!

With my savings, I can last 8 months without working full time.

I plan on working for Anabel’s mom as well as caring for the old lady every other weekend. These jobs are easy and won’t affect my career because I can find time to relax here and there…

I think I’m happier….i think I am. It’s a scary decision to make! I must pray…

Dear Jesus, I am needing your help. I am praying that you will support me. Help me have a breakthrough soon. I pray for my father to find a buyer for his listing. My dad will give me the entire commission to put towards my career, which will be around $2k. I pray for the scars on my face, and that it will all fade away. I pray for my addiction; please take it away completely. And lastly, I pray for those women at my job. I pray that you see all and will bring light to dark areas. I don’t pray that they don’t lose their job or anything…but I definitely pray that their lies will definitely be exposed. I pray for Clark, Gray, Mack, Megan, Romo, and even Nava. I pray that you will speak to them and allow them to see their wicked ways and pray for their mercy and forgiveness. I pray Cholly will support me! Lastly, I pray for Anabel’s mom…give her strength and the ability to trust me more. Allow her to see the hell that these women put me through(all year!), and she will support me in every way she can by allowing Kirby to come forth and tell HR that she never told Ms. Clark that lie! Please help me in Jesus name.
amen