Am I the problem?

Dear Jesus,

ever since I shared with Miss Shirley what kind of house I want to live in…she’s disliked me ever since. She used all of my sugar scrub; there was barely any left. She had a passive aggressive attitude when I saw her. When Tutu, her dog ran up to me and wanted to smother me with her kisses, she got jealous and put her dog on a leash. Then her dog still tried to come by me so she picked him up. I was her free dog sitter but now she don’t want her dog around me. Then Miss smith was nice the whole time I saw her, then Miss Shirley came in the room (while she was waiting for her ride to come), and I believe she told (soon to be 91 year old) Miss smith something…then from that point on she began to act nasty towards me. She says in a mean voice, I don’t want nothing! And put that on a plate for me later! Just straight rude….she doesn’t talk to Miss Shirley that way I bet.
I don’t know what to say about any of that…but I wonder why Miss Shirley doesn’t like me much & what about me makes Miss Smith not like me much either.
when people are like this to me, I don’t give them access to me anymore. I can’t do that with miss smith because I’m her other caregiver besides Miss Shirley. I just don’t like to spend as much time with her because I don’t want her negative attitude to affect me. But I also feel like that is not doing my job so I try to win her over …idk

i studied with Paul. He had to excuse himself…probably to talk to his girlfriend. He came back on and said, I can spend 15 more minutes then I got to go to bed for work in the morning. I hope he was telling the truth. But what sucks is, women are kind of callous with me when it comes to working with their man. I don’t want them! I don’t want anybody…especially attached men…I would not want to risk an std.

im in bed now…just complaining. I want to pray to God and Jesus & the Holy Spirit but I have low energy…

dear Jesus,

thank you for allowing me time off. Thank you for letting me get to and fro with my car safely. Thank you for my latest song; I pray JurnyV won’t try to take it or get credit for it in any way.

please protect me from all evil. Let me sleep well. Amen