Drone Flight

So part of this training these youth are doing this week is to learn to fly a drone. Not a murderous weapon drone, like a cute useful drone with a camera on it. So today in my small group we got the run down. And I am the mentor so I was hanging back letting my youth have the hands on flying part. But then at the end the instructor turned to me and was like “It’s your turn!” and part of me was like “OMG NO!” and the other part was like “When is anyone ever gonna teach me to fly a drone again?” SO I flew it. It was so fun. I didn’t hit anyone with it. I didn’t crash it. I went up and down and made boxes with it and made it turn around and made it land. WOW AMAZING! I took a selfie with it. I might try and get a copy of that, because honestly when am I ever gonna get to do that again?

Ha ha ok I ran away and figured out how to download my selfie from the SD card.

I would upload but I’m trying to keep my face off here. Just know that I look ridiculously happy.

So yeah.

I got some more info from the fancy ass place doing the fancy ass thing with me that I have to keep secret. Something has worked out favourably that isn’t making it AS politically fraught, although there is only so much they can do about the other problem, which is nothing. ANYWAY Yeah. It’ll be okay. And now I am getting paid better which is good.

ALSO I found out they are announcing it at the end of this month, which is like ok the end is in sight! I won’t be wondering anymore! At least now I can stop checking the internet over and over to find out.

Anyway.

My friend Lisa had told me I needed to get a girlfriend before this fancy secret comes out, because after it does I won’t know if people are just wanting me to get close to fame and not because they genuinely like me. And in some ways I kind of understand that. I mean understand that it would still be a very obscure niche fame being art related. BUT ANYWAY. I was kind of hoping Kate would get in touch with me by now or friend accept me and then I would be like, validated in thinking there is something here. But no not yet. Nothing. Cause if Kate was into me without me being fancy ass, that would feel nice. I would be into that. Now if she ignores me until this news comes out I’ll be like nooooooo I don’t know if you are sincere! Ha ha BUT ALSO I would have given up by then.

I dunno.

The other thing is she IS Jessie’s friend. And I don’t know how close they are, like if Jessie could potentially veto our friendship/dating whatever. Which is fine anyone can do anything they want but I know sometimes friends won’t date other friends love interests or complicated exes or whatever we were. Which is like, I dunno. If Jessie tells Kate she can’t go on an obvious date with me because of our own history, that kind of sucks. Also I would wonder again if Jessie has feelings she is trying to keep quiet.

BUT Jessie and I haven’t even texted in almost six months. Wow maybe it is six months. We sent a handful of emails back and forth when she decided she didn’t really want to be my friend anymore. So if Jessie did tell Kate to back off, it would be pretty shitty since she and I don’t even really talk anymore.

Maybe none of that is going on. I don’t want to keep making up stories that I don’t even know are true at all.

I should order some food.

I ORDERED FOOD OMG I HOPE IT’S IN THE RIGHT CITY!