I Had A Dream

I had a very goofy dream last night. It was about my deceased ex husband. In the dream, some one told me that he wanted to marry me again. I said, "how can that be, when he’s dead ?" The person said, he wasn’t dead. Anyway, I was so excited to be able to see him again & agreed to remarry him. I procedded to get all fancy up, bleached my hair blonde and put on a white skirt. Had on a blue sweat shirt. Wierd combination. Course I looked young & pretty in my dream. Finally got to the church and my deceased parents were there telling me I was a fool for marrying him again. I waited for him to appear, but he never did. Finally the minister came to me & said he was there, drove right into the church in a muddy car. Then left. I ran down the street & found some ppl who knew where he went. I went there & he was just getting off a boat with 2 young pretty girls. He looked different then when I knew him. When he first turned around, his face looked like a devil face. I said u r not H. Won’t print his name. He said it’s me & laughed. Then I saw his beautiful teeth that he always had & I knew it was him. We talked for a bit  it seemed like he was taking off a mask. I asked him why he didn’t stay at the church. He said I was better off without him. I asked him to put his arms around me, which I did & I could feel myself melting into them. I felt at home. Then I asked him to kiss me. He gave me a short peck. I said, " No, I want a long kiss like we used to do." He did that and I just melted again. Then he blew into my right ear which he always did & I loved it, just softly. He remembered that I always liked that. Then we kissed again. I kept telling him to keep kissing me, but he pulled away & said he had to go. I was crying when I woke up, yelling don’t go. Please don’t go. I wanted to go back to sleep & get back into that dream again & never wake up. I could feel his soft lips on mine. I so miss that man. Wonder what this dream means ?  I know I still love & miss him very much. If I could be with him again, it would mean the world to me. I’ve thought about killing myself, but ppl tell me if u do, u don’t go to Heaven. I feel like I’ve been walking around in a fog today. I just can’t forget that dream. Sometimes I feel like it was the real thing and what I’m doing now is a dream. Weird feeling.   Any way, RIP my love, till we meet again. Love u

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February 26, 2013

*hugs*

February 27, 2013

WOW, You remember so much detail in your dreams. Killing yourself wouldn’t solve anything which I’m sure you know. Just remember the feeling you felt while in his arms again. Let THAT put a smile on your face for the rest of your days. ; )

February 27, 2013

Let your fond memories be enough to carry you through life. Sometimes that’s all we have. Hugs

March 2, 2013
March 16, 2013

I don’t have time to write notes this morning, but I wanted to stop by and say thank-you for thinking and praying for my wife and I. It means so much to me, and especially when they come from someone I’m not well acquainted with yet. We’re going to have to fix that and get to know each other better…Michael

March 18, 2013

Michael W. Saunders

March 31, 2013

Happy Easter to you also. Hope you spent the day with family. ; )