Drained

 Today I am emotionally,  physically and mentally drained. I haven’t been sleeping much in weeks and it’s taking it’s toll. I still have severe back pain and now my sore throat won’t let me sleep. I, m dealing with the loss of my friend, but still think of her every day. I have a strong feeling that I will be joining her soon. I have pretty much given up on life for many reasons. To many to list here, mostly my health problems. I’m so tired and just need a peaceful rest. I don’t know when or if I will be back here any time soon. So let me say now, that I have enjoyed all of the ppl I have met here and will hold u in my thoughts and my heart. Goodbye for now, maybe some day ill be seeing you.