I Feel It

"I can feel the cold surrender running through my skin,
I can hear the unknown voices calling me,
I can feel the haunting crossroads closing in."

I feel the energy changing around me, I can sense some choices will need to be made very soon. I don’t know who or what will make them, but I know who I am and where I stand with my values, so I don’t see any problems, but I have an almost oppressive sense that something is happening right now.

These lyrics from Lange also remind me of when I lived alone in my condo (for about 6+ months?) it reminds me of the voices I heard calling me from the stairs, I remember I wasn’t scared I was just concerned that I knew I was losing my mind by having these hallucinations… I remember thinking "Is my mind slipping away and how is it that i’m lucid enough to understand this is in my head? Is everyone that goes crazy cognizant of there craziness initially?"