Bit by bit

I am really struggling on trying to maintain focus, this stage is very difficult being in between things, I feel like I did when I was twenty, wanting to be married living in the house and being who I knew I could be. Knowing myself is so much better, but it doesn’t make the current situation easier.

I just want some of the basic creature comforts that comes with being an adult sharing a dinner at home, watching some scifi laying next to my girl. Enjoying my nerd time on my pc as she studies.