today is my 25 th birthday and it sucks

today i hit 25. i got the usual, kiss and hug from my son & family member calls at midnight and the usual myspace shout out but honestly all i wanted was for enrique to call me. i even dreamt about it. i know were not friends or anything like that but maybe we could be. my feeling for him have changed so much in the last 8 years. i just feel since i call him on his birthday and every christmas to see how he’s doing . that maybe he could return the favor. it took me awhile to realize that he’s a man just like any other and they all tend to be forgetful or don’t think like women do. my best friend cynthia told me that maybe he doesn’t want to talk but i always pick up my phone to her i say whatever. i have a snapvine voice mail on myspace. people can call that number dial a code and leave me a message without me seeing who called. i know cynthia is goona read this so ha there you go cynthia.

anyways i’m sick on my brithday let me go back to sleep after i eat my soup.i took a few days off work..