D I V O R C E

Wow it has been almost a year since I have been here. So much has changed in my life. Ryan is now 16 months old and is the most amazing little guy. I never thought I could love someone as much as I love him. Tony on the other hand…. In January I caught him  walked in on him cheating on me. I never understood why people cheat. If you don’t want to be in a relationship get out. Why put someone you claim to "love" through something so incredibly painful? The divorce was final in May and I have never been happier. I have found a new love. His name is Mark and is also recently divorced. He is gorgeous and sweet and just….wonderful. We are taking things slow but I am happy. I haven’t seen Tony since July which means Ryan hasn’t seen him either. I guess that is for the best but Ryan misses him. He asks for daddy regularly but what do you say to that? I hope to be around here more often. There are several of you that I have missed so much. Kristen, Danielle, Liz, Kelli, Jaci. I hope you are all still around.