seprate ways

 Im sad your not gona be around much no more. Feels like we breakin up but ill see you tomorrow. Every two weeks just aint enough. Im already noticin the difference. But im the one that made this descision.  Just did it for you. Feel heartbroken. Wish you wanted to be with me more but you are missin the things you did before. So go do your thing and ill do mine. Just doesnt feel the same when your not by my side. I feel so weak now but fuck it we are still gona try this out. You wanted to rush it and i was scared. You wanted to rush it but you weren’t aware, what you were in for. Never had a serious relationship before. I had a few. I know whatsup. But your mad cause you dont do the things you used to. I wish you were cool with it.  I wish that you knew what to do with it. I wish you’d just fuck it and deal wit it. But since i know your sad and mad and dramatic makin me feel bad everytime you say you gave up yourself so i told you to go be yourself and now im left by myself and your back at your mommas house, gamin out. And im at my place with my girls doin chores takin care of em but i still feel alone without you. I still feel sad and confused cause im lost without you and im tryin to figure out how to take this. How to play this out. Tryin to figure it out. But now i dont got help. Now i dont got nobody else when im by myself. I cant rely on you so i gota figure it out. Tryin to play fair but this game is freakin me out. I know i can loose you now. I know you can screw around. I know if you do you cant be found. If you do we will all fall cause when i get hurt im hurtin the both of you. But this is nothin new. You say now your gona be true. Now you just want me and never wana hurt me. But i feel half dead and managing to keep movin. But this beat i cant bump to this. This song i dont know the lyrics. And i wonder what is gona come of this. But if your tryin and its not workin try somethin new. and this is what im doin for you. Just hope you miss me. Just hope you’ll realize that llifes better with me. Maybe things wont be the same when your there. Think about it. Try it out. And if you love me you will be back. If you love me you wont be able to go through with that. If not…hey ill still be patiently waitin. As long as you stay true and treat me the way i treat you. This is all im askin. And the rest is what im givin you. Love you forever dont get it confused. Ya my baby im ya lady. So…ya…we’re still fuckin cool