Pain

The pain doesnt go nowhere it likes it inside. Like a diasese it corrupts the mind. Spreadin through your body and darkens you inside. Cant run from it cant hide from it so it defeats you. Try not to let it get the best of you but reality eats you. Psychologically your fucked. Pain is the pleasure with two faces. Nothin can change it but it wears a disguise. It burns your desires into ashes. You once had dreams before it crashes. Now you feel like a different person but your stuck in the same face. Tryin not to sweat. It tends to happen when your heart starts to race. Stuck in the same place but you wana turn the page. But the faster you turn em the faster you learn you dont like the next chapter. Its too late to do the right thing after. Just grab the next peice of the ladder.

Tryin to forget about the problems but it probably gets stuck like a dull knife and you cant fight through your problems cause your stuck in the middle. Now humility’s playin a fiddle, laughin at you, keepin track of your mistakes and throwin em back at you. Tryin to finish the book but your stuck on the same page. Want a different life cause you cant win the race. You thought you had somethin until they said it was nothin. Now your sittin there frontin but your stumped. You think you can catch the balls jumpin when there hucked. Playin a game of one on one but your two feet tall and hes 3 points up. Hopin to find a shot but your luck doesnt have it so you grab the ball without thinkin and you jump. You may be smaller but now you see your quick. He tries to get it from you but when he tries he keeps missin. Hes bigger but your faster like an invisable eskimo surfer. Your mind is on one thing and it doent even seem like he there and he cant catch you. Now hes mad cause you got a mothafuckin slam dunk. But hes got a bad temper so he beats you up. But you know you won the game cause hes just made cause he feels ashamed and he may have hurt you but you hurt him more. Now your sittin there thinkin your not gona worry no more, cause lifes mad when you make it but it stomps on you when your stumped so when you reach for the sky make sure you climb too high for them to reach. And dont forget about the mountains you climbed. So if anyones hatin? Tell them to shut the fuck up.

 Tryin to forget about problems but than it cuts you like a knife and it doesnt heal if you dont deal witht he pain that you’ll delt. You’ll never be strong a unhealthy flower but your power is within you. And as soon as you get better you’ll start to bloom. Nothing makes sense if you let life fuck with your head. The plans you had are smashed into peices and you cant just put them together, but you can make a new plan, better, you got awesome potentiol just dont let the pain stay with you just let it out