Never stop

 Every time I trust someone, they end up fuckin me. Ya my life has it’s ups and downs but im tryin to stay on my fuckin feet. I wana make someone proud it aint over now. I push hard so i aint bound…to fall on my fuckin knees.

Months are growin longer, hungry and worried about the dollers, workin harder so i can go to college, so i can do what i wana. As a parent Im playin both parts. Provider, caregiver, school, clean the house, raise my daughters. I gota watch the people i bring in my life cause I trusted a few and my house got broken into 8 times and the things that i really worked for got taken from me. But you see it’s only stuff It was nice but it wasn’t my life. My family is everything so in my bed i sleep with a knife. To protect my familys life. Even though its hard, i got to be strong I cant sit silent  in the dark, i gota grow and move on. It aint just my world I was never worried about myself, im more worried about the people im around, but I cant drag my feet on the ground and if im here I gota get out of the poverty but im still lucky I got what i need, 

Love of money it wasnt how i was brought up. I worked with what I had because other stuff i never had alot of. If i didnt have it hard than I never would’ve came up great. Cause i know for a fact that life and good things slip away. But the memory remains, and the balls that are hittin you are never gona stop, always waitin until your off guard so you can fall on your ass. Luckily i got a strong stance plus me im like rubber, ill always bounce back. Even if your mind starts loosin tact. Luckily we’re humans, we learn and grow from all that. Just know who you can trust remember who you cannot trust, dont hate them or nothin, just dont let them fuck ya. Dont go doing favours expecting someone to get you back, dont be takin orders cause we dont need to deal with that. And I dont give a fuck about what people say behind my back cause until they say it to my face i just misewell fuckin laugh. Oh he said she said that they said we said? What a fucked up   chicken head fuck bag meat-head. 

 Every time I trust someone, they end up fuckin me. Ya my life has it’s ups and downs but im tryin to stay on my fuckin feet. I wana make someone proud it aint over now. I push hard so i aint bound…to fall on my fuckin knees.

 
Dont you see my baby we gota be strong, stay on our feet, keep pushin, and movin on cause life keeps goin if we fall and wont matter for the world if we fall. We gota hold on chase our dreams be yurself its our life after all so make it ours, own the bitch, until we got life captured our your arms. Than remember why we work and dont loose touch with why it’s worth it and keep livin like life is perfect because the happiness you earned, you deserve it.