impatiently waiting

Patience expires. Misrable and tired. Body starts to ache drinkin coffee gettin wired. So you can stay up and wait. Whose the one that dampens your flame, leaving ashes at the pit of your stomache. Now that your weak and volnerable its hard to defeat the angry demand that is awakening. Your mad and the clock keeps ticking. Looking at the door and missing, wondering. Damp with disapointment its gettin harder to wait. Why dont things turn out your way. Long and lonely day. Now that nighfalls theres something wrong. Its like the bomb that didnt go off and its any minute any hour any day. Should`ve quit waitin hours ago. Shouldnt have let yourself crumble and feel cold. Still the clock keeps tickin. Waitin for somethin is just lettin yourself get old, but its like a diasese you cant stop. So baby, please come home.