hey why you do that?

Hey tell me why you did that you said you would stop that and now im with my kids tryin deal with all this shit that i never was supposed to do i feel like i dont know you people can be so cruel i shouldnt have to take it sittin next to you. You said you are my guy. you said you wouldnt tell lies. But once upon i lost my pride but now my shit is at its rise. you make faces tellin me you dont mean no harm you give me you arm than i sit with you you feel so warm. I give in when im not supposed to. Im liein if i said i dont love you. You get me so mad but you melt me down when your around. I never did nothin wrong. I never lied to you before. We had are crazy hard times. New start but this start dont feel so warm. I miss bein with you like how we were before. But your drinkin all the time or you just dont feel like bein around. you say that you love me but your startin to shove me away. I wish you could love me like you loved me yesterday. I wish you could hug me when im cryin and wipe my tears away. but i dont see much love no more. Im startin to feel you gettin cold. And i aint doin this tell i get old. so if you dont make a change than im gona rearange my life with a picture without you in it. My face my eyes….it’ll start slowly but ill be grinnin. You used to be a good dad and now we barely see you. Sorry if its mean but its true. Cause we all love you. But this shit is gettin old. Put down the bottle that you  hold. Walk over to my house like its where you wana be. Or else get your shit and flee. Cause this life isnt where i wana be. I dont mind the drinkin but i hate it when you binge drink. I dont mind you goin home but i hate it when you ditch me. I dont mind the lessons but dont leave me hangin no more