down for me

Lost in this life like im lookin for a soul you know it’ll be hard to let you go feels like im lost without you when your gone you know its hard just bein a mom. They are the loves of my life you know my shining star you know if you make it in my arms i feel like everything is allright. But than you piss me off again i dont even wana be your friend but in the end if my hearts gona shatter like a dropped plate. Should i just throw it away? Is it all gona be gone tomorrow if i keep it today? I wana know if you’ll be down for me like every single day…if your gona step up and actually do what you say. Cause im a good mom and it takes all my time…and its aiight with me if you wana live that life. But don’t forget that I want you by my side so do we always have to fight? Do you always have to be mad quit makin me sad I cry and it hurts when you call me down. I wana be in love but Im tired of feelin lost and is that what’s bein with you is really gona cost me? But your here you didnt leave me you just chose to mistreat me do you really have to lead me on or is it just my imagination gettin carried away dreamin about the day that my life will change my way because it feels so right tonight. Payton Mirada Bob, Cash, and Cahmy, yea thats me, its my family. Do you beleive in me? Do i beleive in you? is it just me or are we goin through these fights this pain this game for nada, cause if we do it than i wana do it propa. Cause im not rheana i dont love the way you lie. And FUCK YOU BITCHES that bring hate into our lives. We’re here we are in a relationship that we been in for two years and now we got a kid for real me and you now us against the world so fuck all the haters who just aren’t happy. With their own lives so they talk shit about me. But its not makin me sad. This game is so old  no you cant touch me. Do you just hate me cause you love me? But does push turn to shove? You pussy’s talk but you never step up. But