05/03/2010
I have this dream to wake up and have this all be a nightmare. Im traveling a path thats making me open my eyes. But what i see i deny. Im lost on the inside. Im loosing my pride. Im feeding the fire of destructive desires. My life prior was less of a mystery, i shoulda kept it that way cause im stuck with less hope and more misery. I walk towards you with passion, I give you everything, im still hoping for something but i cant ask no one for nothin, If i asked myself before I would say fuck it, but its easier said than done, i wasnt in love. Im feedin the hurt, im feedin the enemy , im feedin bad people all of my dreams. Im feanin for 1 thing but im loosing touch with something, my strength and any other possibilities.
But wait! Hold up! Is this workin for me? Remembering why I try. Realizing what keeps my blood flowin. Rest assure you when im done ill call it over. Lookin into your mysterious eyes, my heart sympathise, Im in love with your smile, when your happy is what makes my blood start to flow. Tempature rise I remember the day when I called you mine, but your still my guy, we are more happy now I realized.
Im waitin for the day when your off my mind, or when i can call you mine, or when i dont mind. In love with something but im deeply confused, is it you or is it true. What to do with what i knew, and what i know. Do i know anymore? Simple things you do make me smile. Simple things you do make my life feel less empty. Im still tryin to figure out who are you or what to do but i know what you show and me, im a little exposed. Me Im happy to show you what i show and what you let me see and what you want me to know. I just wish that, you could let me in for, 5 mins so i, would be able to figure out, what i am in for. What else can i ask for when i dont know the answer. Tensions release, am i misrable or in peace? Time will tell what will be, i will know than what i cant see. Lovely disaster. Ill wait and life will show me the answer. For now ill just prance around like I got ants around its just me bein me ill show you before you see. Nothin moreorless, nothin else, nothin in my world that makes sense, Yet your presence makes me happy. So baby..come and dance with me