Where is life taking me?

These last couple of days have been absolutely horrible. Is 12 years enough time that I should probably just throw in the towel, or should we still fight for this love that we once had? Why can’t we just love each other like we did when we were younger. I just want things to be normal. It is so hard not to give up. Cheating is a horrible thing for everyone. And to think that people you considered to be your friends were the ones doing it. To fight or not to fight? That is the question.