Yesterday…
Went to bed the night before, feeling like I could just skip it…
Woke to breakfast in bed, made by Squirtel. *smiles*
Actually I woke to her telling me "No, go back to sleep!" when I was reaching for my glasses…As she wasn’t ready for me yet.
I wish I had thought to take a picture of breakfast…It was a cup of coffee, a bowl of sugar (to sweeten the coffee since we are out of creamer), an egg & a slice of toast…& a plate with the majority of the vitamins/suppliments I take on a daily basis. She’s adorable.
Went to T.C. The thought was to get sandles for the Critters & my birthday dinner…Found sandles for Harley. Sonja couldn’t find any she liked, and said she can probably make the ones she has last another year (despite the fact that she has actually hot glued the one together in places).
Dinner was Applebees…& it was good, I suppose…Just not what I had in mind initially. I wanted to just go and try something new…But everything is so expensive, heck, Applebees cost too much too. But I knew Sonja had been wanting ribs…& I figured I could find something.
I, unfortunately, got that I wanted something more and not knowing how to get it feeling…So I was kind of all blah & saddness.
& I feel really bad, becaus Mum meant to text someone else, but acidently text me, that she thought I was disappointed with my birthday.
& I guess I was, but it wasn’t anything she or the Critters did…It’s just me.
On top of that…Tried to find the material for the top of the Tracker…It’s a lot more than I was expecting. It’s not like I was expecting it to be cheap…But $35 a yard
is a bit much…Even at 50% off when you need 4 yards. I’ll just have to keep looking, maybe something will come up. What they had really didn’t feel right anyway. Maybe that’s why it was so much…So I wouldn’t just settle and buy what they had…Cuz I would do that, even if I wasn’t quite happy with the material I’d found.
& another addition of annoyance….The Penny Bridger Letterbox has gone missing again. *sigh* This is the second time it’s disappeared. What’s really annoying is I put a special logbook in with it this time, as it is the one that gets the most attention usually…So now, the logbook I’d been saving for something special is gone…The stamp I carved (a second time) is gone…*sigh*
It’s stupid father’s day…So the Critters had to go against their will this morning. *sigh*
Anyway…
Next week I don’t have classes @ all! Yay! & the Critters are done with school, & are here for the first week…So I have them when I have no school! *tosses confetti*
Now, we just need to figure out something to do to make good use of the time.
Wasil will be here at the end of the month…I kind of wish he’d picked a different week…He’ll be here for the 4th of July…& while it’ll be nice to watch the fireworks with him…Getting all of us there might be an issue. His car, I think, will probably only hold 4…& I doubt Sonja would want to ride with him, I don’t know…The Tracker only holds 4 (despite us loading it up with 5 on the last day of school for Sonja…Shhhhhhhhh). Mum’s car would hold all of us, but I don’t know if Wasil will be content to ride with someone else…He rode with me when I went downstate to visit him, but that was because he wasn’t suppose to be driving anyway…So yeah…Just makes things complicated.
He was feeling slightly bad last night & this morning…As he forgot it was my birthday. I got a text at 12:55 this morning…I just pretended to be asleep…Mostly because I had been, and I didn’t want to deal with it right then.
The other day I told him I was tired and going to try to go back to sleep, he spent the next hour texting me, over something that was initially trivial, and making me want to just crawl off somewhere because I was so tired, I felt like crying.
Anyway…I’m not sure what is going on today…I guess me & Mum are going to go do the shopping that didn’t get done yesterday, even though Sonja said she wanted to go shopping, but she had to go elsewhere…*shrugs*
honey, turn the damned phone OFF! sometimes you just need to do that,we are too shackled to the damned electronics sometimes. *hugs you lots* there is no rule that says you must be ecstatic on your birthday, you are allowed to feel how you feel, you know? so much love to all of you!
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