Yes, the world IS going to end…

It’s five, count them…1-2-3-4-5 days til Halloween…And I still have no idea what I am going to be. *sigh* So yeah…the world is coming to an end.

Highlight of my day…I have Jaffa Cakes…but they are fading fast. *takes tiny bite*

I was really find this morning…woke up earlier than usual…and didn’t feel too bad about it. Took a semi-relaxing bath…but couldn’t enjoy it as we had a ‘limited amount of time’.

Picked up McDonald’s for everyone else…I didn’t really feel much like it…did get fries…but they were cold…I hate cold fries…so I still haven’t had dinner.

But now…*sigh*…I’m just feeling quite…blah. Just feeling completely and utterly down…for no reason really…*sigh* Maybe it’s the lack of Halloween costume thing…I don’t know…It seems like it should be something easy, exspecailly for me of all people, but nothing sounds/seems right.

I thought about doing a re-run of one of them…but that thought didn’t last long, as I’m no longer as endowed on the top as I once was…So the costume would just not work. *kicks that idea*

Seen a ‘nun’ costume into Hot Topic today…I joked about it…I had joked about being one the other day as well…It was around that time that this melancholy sat in.

Maybe it’s a case of too many thoughts…A rather nasty one came to mind last night prior to going to bed. But it actually didn’t shake me as badly as it has in the past.

I wish…*sigh*…I wish I was Raven…I really do. I want to feel loved like she does…I want to feel confidant like she does (despite her being a bit shaken by the whole mess with Naamah)…I want to feel pretty…smart…just…*sigh*

Blah…*kicks stupid annoyance* Well, I can’t finish writing this…because I have to run some gas money into some stupid bloody loser that I’m forced to deal with. *sigh*

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CLOSED EYES

You have Closed
Eyes!
Positive Traits: Intelligent,
Creative, Imaginative, Loyal,
Honourable
Negative Traits:
Depressed, Withdrawn, Pessimistic, Fatalistic,
Avoidant

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Imperfections of a Mortal

October 26, 2005

Yippy Halloween Is Comeing

krazylilanjel

I’m blaming my mood on.. *sigh* I can’t think of anything.. oh well .. hopefully mine will pass soon.. and yours too..

ryn But experienced guys are a bit more gentle, right? ‘Cause they know there’s a difference between “hurts so good” pain and “ouch! get off me!” pain. *I still want Alan, keep fearing* ~

ryn Come on! Do you think Alan would intentionally hurt the woman he was with? I know he knows what to do. I needed that note. Long story… But it’s my latest entry. ~

*hugs tightly* I’m sorry you’re having such a rotten time with the Halloween costume…and your love life. *hugs* You definitely deserve someone better than the bloody pet. – Have you thought about wearing your Slytherin cheerleading outfit? That’d be cute! Yay for McDonald’s! *wants it* Heh. And for Jaffa! … *goes to take quiz* ~

-Blinks- Your odd..I should say the same about you having closed eyes. Lol.

Blue 2

Good luck finding a costume. Our teacher said she’d give special candy bars as a prize for the best costumes lol. Yeah I’m so not dressing up.

are you a witch or arent you??? (one of my fave harry potter quotes there) you could go as Raven???? Erica xx if it helps at all i am feeling positively crap today too.

Honestly, then entry is mostly about how I feel lost and incomplete without Dan. But I can’t really say anything because his best friends read my diary. But it’s talking about how I’m a different person without him and I don’t like it. But like I told Raya, if you do mention Dan make it private so his friends or him don’t see that I’m still talking about him.