Wordness

Thus far I am getting a 2.5 in algebra. I can live with that. I know it’s not my usual, but it’s passing, and at this point that is all that  matters. I would of loved to kick my professor yesterday. Bloody hell. *shakes head* He spent the first half of class going over this matrix thing for finding variable in equations. O.o it was bloody complicated, and I wanted to pull my hair out. Then we come back from break and he’s like…Okay, here is a sheet that will tell you how to use your calculator to do this without all the added stress. *huggles calculator* It may be my friend after all…At least for this. I think I have the steps memorized already…& they work and makes me happy. Still have a couple problems in yesterdays homework. 
& prior to going to class yesterday I attempted to do a couple problems I couldn’t over the week-end, and actually managed to get them to work too!. So yeah…Feeling a bit better about it…Still think algebra sucks though. *smirks*

I had a status message up that said something about ‘thinking about it…& not being sure I was feeling better’…Or something along those lines…In regards to the conversation where Wasil played let’s drag out my emotions and dissect them.

It wasn’t the smoothest conversation following, but it wasn’t a bad one either.
There was worry from both of us that we’d upset the other during the conversation…He put up a sad face once, and I told him not to be sad, and asked him why he was sad…He said for me, because he wanted me to be happy.
The conversation had to be cut short though, as I was in need of going at that particular second. 

I texted him and asked him if he was sure he was happy I’d fallen…He asked why would I ask that…Told him I didn’t want to be too much to deal with…He told me not the think about such things unless I notice a change in how he acts towards me.

When I got back after a bit kind of wrapped up the conversation as such:

Raven: I know you told me not to think about such things…And I’m not sure if this technically counts, but it is at least related & as my curiosity is gettings to me…I was just wondering…You said you are happy about my falling status…I was just wondering whys.

Wasil: well…  as you already are aware i did have a thing for you in HS and off and on have thought about you ever sence.  Then i found ya and got the nerve to send ya that first e-mail…  They continued and for some reason you liked talking to me.  I like talking to you and looking forward to it.  When u said something pointing towards having feelings towards me it made me feel good casue i like you 2
 is that a good enough expelnation

I said it was a good explanation.  Granted, I still don’t know exactly how he feels…But I will take what knowledge I can get when I can get it. Without coming out and saying I want feelings named.

He’s sending me something…I haven’t a clue as to what. He told me to guess…I told him I am terrible at guessing. I really do hate guessing…Even normally, really hate it in a situation like this…I can’t for the life of me think of what it could be…I wouldn’t want to guess something that would be beyond the measure of whatever it really is…I’d feel like I was kind of saying ‘I want this, send me this.’ 
He told me to have 5 guesses as to what it is tonight…O.o I haven’t a clue! Ahhhhh!

Wasil got a new webcam…The imaging is omgs…so bloody clear. *is jealous* *laughs* It also has auto focus & special effects…The one is bubbles floating up from the bottom of the screen…Wasil had it going and was ‘swatting’ at the bubbles. *giggles*

*pokes at tomorrow* I’m not happy about it at all.*sigh* I don’t even want to think about how the Critters are going to be tomorrow morning…I’m not sure they are giving it any thought at the moment…*huggles the Critters*

Okay…I am tired & hungry…As there isn’t time to really sneak in a nap before leaving for school, I don’t see me doing anything about the tired…Food on the other hand…I might be able to manage something before I leave.