Tuesday, Wednesday, and a bit of today

I nearly cried this morning after I got up…As I got up just in time to say good-bye to Todd. I hated that he had to leave.
While I was hugging him he asked me what was wrong…Guess he could tell I was slightly upset. Told him it was because he had to leave.

 

He came over Tuesday evening…Though he missed the tent in the tree. [Suppose I should start with the tent in the tree story first.]

Since we are going to Boarder Wars next month, Mum had me get out the one tent we had and waterproof it. [We also picked up another tent…Which I have to figure out how to set up, and waterproof…Though I will be finding a diffrent location to stake it out in, that’s for bloody sure.] It was sitting on the septic mound, big hill in the front yard. It’s not very compact earth up there, and I knew when I staked it down that a good wind would probably pull up the stakes. *face palm* How little did I know how right I was.

When Mum got home I noticed her looking kind of oddly at something outside, so I went out to see what was going on…The tent was IN the trees. o.O A wind had come up, caught it just right, and launched it into the trees. It was too funny to be overly upset about…Though a bit distressing over how we were going to get it down.

Took pictures, took video. Mum took a picture on her phone and sent it to Loren…Who called back to ask what it was. When she told him what was going on, he decided to come over and see for himself. By the time he got here, Reese had shown up as well.

Reese had a towrope, which actually came in handy, as by the time the little adventure was done, Loren had used it to help pull him up the rather skinny tree, and wiggly the tent free…All of which I have on video. *grins* *laughs*

Anyway…After the tent fiasco…

Todd showed up…I went out to meet him at his Blazer. He told me he’d been thinking about me, a lot…Actually pretty much constantly. [Which is how it’s been for me about him.] He said he’s never thought about anyone who wasn’t his girlfriend like that. [Apparently he told Derrick he can’t even think about being with anyone else, as I am always on his mind.]

Deciding he needed food, I took Todd into Glen’s to get something to eat. He picked up chicken drumsticks and then proceeded to tell me I needed to pick out something to drink…*pokes at wine coolers* I got a 4-pack of Fuzzy Navel ones. Shortly after getting back to the house he started the grill…Had a nice bit of fire going (so much so that Sonja came out to see what was making it so bright *sent her back to bed* *laughs*).

I drank most of whatever he had mixed up…*pokes at glass* It was like SunnyD and vodka, or something…Had a full wine cooler, and about half of a second one. So I was feeling a bit on the ‘happy’ side. [Mum pouted a bit the next morning (in a playful manor) that we wait till she goes to bed to do such things.]

Todd managed to turn Reese’s chains against her…Bound her up and she couldn’t get out without help. *smirks* Serves her right. Hehehe. When she finally got undone she went home…She said she was coming back out the next day…But she didn’t.

Wednesday:
Todd went home for a bit, he wanted a shower, and clean clothes…And had some things he needed to take care of. He called me later to make sure it was really okay for him to come back over…Which he didn’t get back until after 9 PM…I’d fallen asleep (lack of sleep)…I’d kind of wondered if he’d changed his mind about coming back. *bites lip*

We [Raya, Derrick, Todd and myself] watched a vampire movie. *pokes at it with sticks* 30 days of night…Or some such thing. Then Raya and Derrick went to bed…Todd 7 I watched Day of the Dead…Or something. *pokes at it with sticks* [I think I’m actually beginning to miss real horror movies. Just to clear things up…I don’t consider those real horror movies…They just…*shrugs* Blah. *laughs*]

Thursday / Today:

And that brings us up to now…Where I’m still dealing with being scared to death of my own feelings. Tuesday & Wednesday nights I came so close to saying something…But I couldn’t bring myself to do it. Too afraid of rejection…Too afraid I’m wrong…Like I said though…I wanted to cry because Todd was leaving this morning.
Before he left I asked him what he thought were the chances of him being able to get the week-end of Boarder Wars off. He asked what the dates were, so I wrote them down for him. [It was actually Mum’s idea to invite him along…We sort of had a bit of a convo about him -over text messages- on Tuesday. It’s really the first time she’s offered up an opinion about him…Saying he was ‘okay, maybe’. From her at this point, that is good. *laughs* But we texted back and forth, talking about the Critters reactions to him…Harley likes him (He likes Harley too…Mum said it’s because he hasn’t been around him long enough -He hasn’t seen Harley in his really bad form)…Todd thinks Sonja is scared of him. She’s more reserved, keeps at a distance. I’ve asked her if she likes him…She says yes…Actually she meowed…Same difference with her (actually he did speak in English after a bit of prodding *laughs*).

Anyway…I think I got sidetracked up there.

Seen an opossum this morning whose belly was practically dragging the ground…I’m guessing he was really a she, and that there were some little ones is her pouch. My guess anyway.

*wrinkles brow* Had a glass break today…Thing is, it broke before it hit anything (aside from my hand) as it fell out of the cupboard. It had a clean break in it…It was just…Odd. I’ve got four little marks on the side of my hand where it cut me. *shrugs* I didn’t think it had done anything to me when it happened…It wasn’t until a few minutes later than I realized that the cuts were there…Cut is a bit of a strong term for it really though…It’s more like a scratch that had a couple points where it bleed just enough to say ‘hi, I’m here’.

When Todd left he said he’d call me later…Not sure if that means today before he has to go to work…Or tomorrow, or whenever. *shrugs*

Suppose I should shut up for a bit…After all, this has gotten kind of on the long side.

*skips off*

Oh yeah…There is only one month till my birthday!*tosses confetti*
Yeah for me!