Today…No…No good title for you.

Bloody hell…I’m not looking forward to the day my 3×3 (the little wire retainer, behind my front lower teeth) comes off. The left side had popped off, so I had to go and get it fixed. Well they had to take the right side off to do it. I thought once that my tooth was going to come out instead! It took them quite a while to get it off…And now, both sides are put on with ‘extra’ glue. *shudders @ the thought of removal time*

Other than that…Since last night someone from my past has been on my mind. It’s not like I haven’t thought of him from time to time…Just…I don’t know. I wrote this earlier…Kind of like a letter to him…

Bobby,
I don’t know why you’ve come to mind…But you seem like you want to stay there. Have you thought of me over these last…*thinks*…how many years has it been? 14 years…Wow…It’s hard to believe it’s been that long, but I guess it has. I remeber coming down to Mancelona for their homecoming game (just so happened they were playing Boyne…Not sure why my Mum ever believed I was going to watch a football game for the sake of watching a football game. *shakes head).
I can’t say I haven’t thought of you throught the years…Everytime I hear ‘I saw red’ I think about you, and what you wrote. I can’t recall why we stopped talking…Though I do remeber sitting by the fireplace as I read that letter…Where you told me you couldn’t help thinking of Bill when we were together, and that you felt bad for him. I did see your point…Though I went on to hurt him much worse.
I looked you up on the computer last night…Accourding to it, you’re still in Bellaire…Only ten miles or so from where I’m at now. I think I had blonde hair back then…I know I was driving my Mum’s little black and gold Ford Ranger. Alas…It just says you’re there…Doesn’t give me a phone number (which I’d be too chicken to use) or an address (which I could use). Then again…After 14 years…You probably don’t remeber who I am…

Warrant – I Saw Red Lyrics
Oo it must be magic
How inside your eyes
I see my destiny
Every time we kiss
I feel you breathe your love
so deep inside of me
And if the moon and stars should fall
They’d be easy to replace
I would lift you up to heaven
And you would take their place

Then
I saw red
When I opened up the door
I saw red
My heart just spilled on to the floor
And I didn’t need to see his face
I saw yours
I saw red then I closed the door
I don’t think I’m gonna love you anymore

Everyday I wake up
I thank God that you
are still a part of me
We’ve opened up the door to which
So many people never find the key
And if the sun should ever
fail to send its light
We will burn a thousand candles
And make everything alright

Then
I saw red
When I opened up the door
I saw red
My heart just spilled onto the floor
And I didn’t need to see his face
I saw yours
I saw red then I closed the door
I don’t think I’m gonna love you anymore

I’ve been hurt
And I’ve been blind
I’m not sure that I’ll be fine
I never thought it would end this way

I saw red
When I opened up the door
I saw red
My heart just spilled onto the floor
And I didn’t need to see his face
I saw yours
I saw red then I closed the door
I don’t think I’m gonna love you anymore

Oo it must be magic
 

*bites lip* I found two addresses…I can’t remeber which month Bobby was born in though…One is in Bellaire…Which is where he was living before…One is in East Jordan…
I don’t know…Maybe I should just leave the people from the past there…

On another note…I’ve got a bit written for a Raven entry…Though it’s not much…It’s suppose to be what was suppose to be up last Friday…Or will be once it gets there.

Well…I think this had gotten pointless…So I guess I’ll be going.