Title it too long for this box…

TITLE: Some Writing…Two Long Arse Surveys…A Couple Aang Videos…And that ‘Thank You’ for Spud.

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It’s harder at night…That is what I’m coming to realize. I think because, that was the time we spent the most time together. I still expect him to be there…I wish he was still there. I wish there was something I could do…I wish I could fix it.

I miss the little calls throughout the day…Killing time between classes…Asking what he should have for lunch, for dinner.
Did I say I was already on the phone one too many times? Did I say I have this call one too many times? I felt bad that you were always the one that hung up…But you said you were okay with it…

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It’s somehow [at least slightly] healing to know you’re not alone. We all go through moments when our emotions/feelings/thoughts seem set to destroy us. Sometimes it’s brought on by something…Sometimes they come on for no reason what-so-ever. We may not know whether we are coming or going, but if we feel free enough to admit it to ourselves, and those around us…We find ourselves lucky to be among those around us.

I’m having quite a bit of downs…My heart repeatedly breaking on a daily basis…As I remember…things…As I’m forced to realize what I’ve lost…And that I have lost it. It kills me inside…It tears me to shreds…I’d do just about anything to fix it…To have a chance to fix it. Make up for my mistakes…If only…Had I known…Part of me wants to hope…But it hurts to much…I will survive…Though it sort of kills me to admit it. Then again…Part of me…I think is gone…*sigh*

Not going to keep you with much actual writing…Harley’s dr. appt. went fine. He’s just got a really bad cold seemingly…His fever was gone today…And he’s got an ear infection, apparently.

*is suddenly hit with that whole it’s night thing*

So yeah…The rest of the stuff for this entry…

SURVEYS:

100 Things You May Not Have Known About Me…

1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
Rum…*shudders*

2. Do you follow college football?
Nope.

3. Who took this survey before you?
arwen_adora

4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Echo

5. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
*thinks* April, LexiGra…Actually it was a pool size hottub.

6. Are you happy?
Truthfully…Not overly.

7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Glen’s…Had to get food for dinner.

8. How do you feel about your hair?
*tugs at it* Depends on the moment.

9. Where do you live?
Northern Michigan.

10. Last thing you ate?
A large sandwhich of my own making…Roast Beef, Black Forest Ham, Turkey…ColbyJack & Swiss Cheese

11. Do you wish you were some place else right now?
Eh…Wouldn’t know where…Though I’m sure there has to be some place to be.

12. Last time you were kissed?
Not counting Critter kisses? August…*sigh*

13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
Yeses, a bit, here and there.

14. AIM or MSN?
MSN!

15. What classes are you taking now?
Ask me in…*thinks*…Another 7 or 8 months.

16. How many hours on average do you work a week?
27/7…I is a Mummy…It’s a full-time job.

17. Who do you like right now?
*starts bonfire with question*

18. Favorite NFL team?
None

19. Do you watch the Olympics?
Nope

20. Last restaurant you went to?
*thinks* Um…OMGs…I can’t remeber! *falls over*

21. Who was the last person to call you?
Raya

22. What’s your sign?
Gemini

23. Do you have a favorite number?
7 or 13…They is both so cool. *laughs*

24. Last time you did volunteer work or made any donation?
Um…I sent some money to an animal cause.

25. What do you spend the majority of your money on?
*thinks* Books…The occasional movie…Material/Patterns.

26. Where does most of your family live?
In my house…My Mum & My Critters.

27. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
Only child. Aside from my most wonderousl self-adopted sissy. *HUGS RAYA TIGHTLY

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28. Ever been called a hoe/slut?
Probably.

29. Ever been called a bitch?
Yes.

30. Got any guilty pleasures?
Hmmm…*shrugs*

32. Have you ever experienced true love?
*pokes at love with a stick* Love is just too bloody complicated.

33. Did you ever collect Beanie Babies?
*has Beanie Babies*

34. Ever bought anything?
Um…Duh.

35. Myspace or Facebook?
*burns down Myspace* *pokes Facebook w/sticks* WTH?

36. Do you have T-Mobile?
Nope.

37. What was your favorite subject?
Anything Art related.

38. Do you sometimes wish you were someone else?
Yes.

39. Do you usually fall for the "bad guys/girls"?
Not really bad…Just the wrong ones seemingly.

40. Were you an outcast in high school?
Yes…I think I was their queen.

41. Last time you saw your parents?
*points* My Mum is over there.

42. Do you have any talents?
I sew, I draw, I write…I do lots of things, I guess.

43. Ever been in a wedding?
Wish I could say no.

44. Do you have any children?
Yes.

45. Last movie you watched?
*thinks* Uh…Gods…My mind is going…I can’t remeber.

46. Are you missing anyone at the moment?
YES!

47. Did you take a nap today?
Yes, actually I did.

48. *looks around* Where the bloody hell did it go?

49. Ever been on a cruise?
Yes…*sigh* It was a nice boat ride.

50. Favorite vacation spot?
None…Sports suck.

51. Favorite genre of music?
Rock, Classic Rock, A bunch of stuff really…

52. Do you have any wealthy friends?
Not that I know of.

53. Ever met anyone famous before?
Nope

54. Favorite actor?
I am still quite fond of Gary Oldman

55. Favorite actress?
*shrugs* Haven’t a bloody clue.

56. Are you multi-tasking right now?
Not as well as I should be.

57. Could you handle being in the military?
Nope.

58. Are you hungry or thirsty?
A bit thristy…I think I need some tea.

59. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Depends on my mood.

60. Favorite Nightclub?
*shrugs*

61. What is your average cell phone bill?
Don’t really have a bill, as it’s prepaid.

62. Do you own a camera phone?
Nope.

63. Ever had to take a sobriety test?
Nope.

64. Do you believe in Karma?
Yes.

65. Can you speak any other languages?
Uh…Nop

es…Not really

66. Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
Uh…Good question.

67. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Ooo…*thinks* A lot.

68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
Photobucket.

70. What is your schools mascot?
To hell if I know…*shrugs*

71. Ever been to Las Vegas?
Nope.

72. Ever been to Mexico for spring break?
Nope.

73. Have you ever bought condoms?
Ages ago.

74. Do you have any regrets?
YES! *sigh*

75. What do you think is your best feature?
Eyes…I guess.

76. Have you ever been gambling?
Yeah…long time ago.

77. How old are your parents?
Mum is like 50

78. When is the last time you updated your blog?
My guess would be when I put this survey in place.

79. Do you have your wisdom teeth?
Nope…All gones.

80. Favorite place to be?
I really need one of these…Hmmm…

81. Have you ever been to New York City?
Nope.

82. Favorite sit down restaurant?
Uh…I don’t know…*laughs*

83. Ever been to Disney Land/World?
Nope.

84. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Yes…You asked Do I…You didn’t ask who. *laughs*

85. Last thing you cooked?
Uh…Cooked….Pizzas last night.

86. How is the weather today?
Cold, and snowy, and blowy. It sucks.

87. Do you e-mail?
On occasion.

88. Last letter/piece of mail you received besides junk or a bill?
Uh…*thinks* Gods…Ask me in a few days…I’ve got mail coming. *hugs* Echo.

89. Favorite store?
Hmmm…I’m not even sure.

90. Are you dating someone right now?
No…[Evil dead-end marriage kind of gets in the way of such things.]

91. Last voicemail you received?
Uh…Gods…I can’t even remeber.

92. Do you drunk dial?
Nope…I think Mum dialed for me. *headdesk*

93. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Lost it…But I found it again.

94. What is the best city in the state that you have lived in?
City I have lived in? I like living out of the city…I like my swamp. *hugs swamp* *laughs*

95. Favorite band?
Head hurts too much to form a list…I like lots.

96. Last time you were sick?
Most of this last month. I had the plague.

97. Are you bored right now?
Not really.

98. Last concert you went to?
Posion/Warrent…In 1990?

99. Ready for the weekend?
*shrugs* All my days blend together currently.

100. What did you do last night?
Lay on the futon on the laptop…cried…slept…Ate nearly half a cheesecake…Though not all in that order.

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68 Questions I Guarantee You’ve Never Answered

1. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes

2. What song describes your relationship status?
Don’t you need a relationship to be able to have a song to describe it?

3. How much does your dog weigh?
I don’t have a dog anymore.

4. Are you a heart breaker, or the heart breakee?
Breakee I would say.

5. Do you like Tomatoes?
Yeses.

6. Earrings or necklaces?
I usually wear necklaces, only because I tend to forget to put earings in.

7. Who have you talked to most today?
Critters or my Mum…I suppose.

8. What is the oldest message in your inbox on your phone?
Inbox: January 1, 2007 Echo: =!Happy 2007!=
Archived: August 22, 2006 Grimmie: I only get a hug? I miss you too, it was fun and educational lol. ::hugs::

9. Friend of the opposite sex that lives closest to you?

10. Color of your shirt?
Light blue with penguins all over it. (Tis my pajama top.)

11. How many years have you taken a language?
Are we counting English? *pokes at 1/2 semester of Spanish ages ago*

12. Who’s on speed dial 5?
I don’t have anyone on any of my speed-dials.

13. What color is your background on your computer mainly?
At this point…Dark blue…I need to find a new background.

14. Do you wish on 11:11?
Nope…Though I tend to stare at it until it goes away.

15. Good advice if you ever go camping?
Um…*thinks*…Don’t let the racoon steal your marshmallows! *laughs*

16. Are you a bad influence?
On who?

17. What color are your eyes?
Blue.

18. Would you rather have your name or your siblings name?
I don’t have any siblings…*pokes at my name* I’m quite willing to change it to something else.
*hugs Raya* Sorry sissy…I don’t know what my brain was thinking. But as loverly as a name you has…Tis your name, and it’s more fitting to you than mes.

19. Would you do anything for someone?
Yes…

20. Have you ever been called a whore?
*thinks* I’m not sure…Derrick might have used that word at some point in time. *shrugs*

21. Biggest success so far in life?
Uh…

22. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
Yeshes.

23. What song is on?
None.

26. Do you have any friends with benefits?
*beats the hell out of this question* Moving on…

27. Would you date anyone on your top friends?
*kicks the hell out of this question* Moving on once more…

28. Does your best friend have a myspace?
*sets question on fire*

29. Who’s page did you last visit?
*pleads the 5th*

30. Last time you went to lunch?
Uh…Haven’t a bloody clue.

31. Do you watch Gilmore girls?
Nope.

32. Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?
Who?

33. Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?
Nope.

34. Do you have one or more Britney Spears Cd’s?
Nope.

35. Who was your last kiss?
Harley if we’re counting kiddie kisses.

36. Are you a thrill seeker?
On occasion I’d be tempted to look for one.

37. Still have pictures of your Ex?
Yeah

38. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
Nope.

39. Alanis Morisette?
Yep.

40. Do you watch comedy central?
On occasion.

41. Do you read trashy romance novels often?
Nope…Not my thing.

42. Do you ever forget to give a Christmas/birthday present?
Not that I can remeber.

43. Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
I wouldn’t say obnoxiously.

44. Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one’s home?
Use to sing in the tub…Still wouldn’t say obnoxiously.

45. Have you ever watched a little kid’s show when you were over 12?
All the time. *grins* *is a kid at heart*

46. *looks around* Where did it go?

47. Have you ever pretended your crush was with you when they weren’t?
*sigh* Yes…

48. Did you draw pictures for your first crush back in elementary school?
I don’t think so.

49. Have you ever written a poem or story about your life?
I’ve written poems about things I was feeling.

50. Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothi

ng but your crush?
*sigh* I’m sure I have…

51. Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance?
I think we’re all guilty of that on occasion.

52. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
*falls over laughing* *lives in ‘organized chaos*

53. Have you ever been to South America or Africa?
Nope.

54. Do you know how to knit?
Nopes.

55. Do you have a cell phone or iPod with a patterned cover?
My cell phone looks the same as it did when I took it out of it’s box-thing.

56. Have you ever written love song lyrics and put them in your profile?
Not in my profile…I’ve written all kinds of things though…

58. When you open your closet, what is the weirdest color?
*tries to think of scary closet* I’ve got some leopard print in there…Does that count?

59. Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?
I don’t know where there is either of those around here.

60. Physics or chemistry?
Neither! *runs screaming from the evilness*

61. Pink or teal?
Teal

62. Earrings or a ring?
I miss my house ring…I don’t have any that I wear currently…*see the necklace/earing question on this one too.

63. Commitment or casual dating?
Blurgh…

64. Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings or Star Wars?
Harry Potter! Star Wars is good too…*pokes at Lord of the Rings* It’s…Okay…I just never got that attatched to it.

65. Starbucks or Caribou?
I’ve never had an actaul Starbucks drink from an actual Starbucks…Never heard of Caribou.

66. What is your favorite Disney movie?
Hmmm…Cartoon or Movie movie? *answers questions with questions*

67. How much jewelry do you own?
OMGs…I have more than I really know.

68. Have you ever bought clothing at Sears?
Nopes.

_________________Aang Videos_________________

Aang funny

 

Aang I’m justa kid

 

Aang and Jeff Foxworthy

 

Aang: Wake Me Up When September Ends

 

_________________Convo with Spud_________________

Spud says:
hey

Raven says:
hi

Spud says:
what is up with thou

Raven says:
*is exsisting* Other than that, not much.
How ’bout w/you?

Spud says:
think i caught something when i slept in the backyard last night

Raven says:
Oh nos!

Spud says:
oh nose

Raven says:
Awwww No getting sick.

Raven says:
No plague for you.

Spud says:
think healthy thought

Spud says:
s

Raven says:
*tucks you into nice warm bed with happy pillow*
*gives you a teddy bear* There, now you be all healthy.

Spud says:
my happy pillow! where did you manage to find it?

Raven says:
I is just magical that way.

 

Spud just sent you a Nudge!

You have just sent a Nudge!

 

Raven says:
😛 Youself lol

Spud says:
dont go all quiet

Spud says:
tell me something fascinating

Raven says:
I’m good at quiet.

Raven says:
I have nothing fascinating to tell. I have no life.

Raven says:
I have…an empty tea cup, and horrid eating habits.

Spud says:
then make somthing up

Spud says:
tell me a bedtime story

Raven says:
Um…

Raven says:
One upon a time there was…Um…What kind of bedtime story?

Spud says:
adventure

Spud says:
with dark horror overtones

Spud says:
gothic castles

Spud says:
and really hot babes

Raven says:
*falls over laughing*
You’re really trying to make me work, aren’t you?

Spud says:
you wanna be a writer dont you!

Raven says:
yeses

Spud says:
GO! someday you’ll thank me

Raven says:
Lol, fine, I’ll try…

Spud says:
oh and also it has to be short coz im leaving soon

Raven says:
Once upon there was this guy…He fancied himself a knight, though he had never had the chance to prove himself to anyone that could make him so.
So one day, frustrated with knowing he had all this greatness, he decided he would set his own quest, and treked out to find something that would prove his worth. [This is such rubbish. *laughs*]

Raven says:
After a week of treking across the plains, this man came across a dark and forboding wood. Deciding that there must be something worthy of conquest he headed into the ever darkening forest.
The further in he got the darker it became, the trees were gnarled and twisted, their bases looking as if they had survived some sort of fire ages past.

Spud says:
cool!

Raven says:
As night fell, the woods broke open into a grotto. The guy had expected to be confronted with just an open field where he could set up camp, but instead, before him loomed a dark and forboding castle. The stone was steely grey, and covered with large gargoyles, wings spread wide behind them, their teeth bared, and long clawed hands reaching out, as if they would pluck the souls from whoever dared

Raven says:
to come too close to the castle.
Looking up to the paramounts, he could of sworn he caught sight of something. Unsure, he rubbed his eyes, looking once more to see n

othing.
The place looked as if it was abadoned, aside from what he was now dismissing as a trick of his imagination. Still he approached carefully, keeping an eye out for any signs of danger.

Raven says:
Upon reaching the door, he knocked, not really expecting an answer. There was indeed no answer, but the door swung open as if by some unseen force.
Figuring that it was due to the fact that there was no one around, and the door hadn’t been latched, the man entered the castle, intent on the thought that perhaps he wouldn’t have to sleep on the cold hard ground another night.

Raven says:
[*beats head against wall* My brain is failing}
Disappointed that he hadn’t found anything to make a name for himself, yet grateful for a bit of comfort, after a minimal amout of exploring, the man located a grande bed chamber. The room and it’s furnishings were quite dusty, but the bed still proved to be sound, and the matress quite soft. Peeling off his traveling clothes, he pulled back the red

Raven says:
velvet comforter, and crawled into the bed, knowing he’d get a good night’s sleep.

Spud says:
here comes the sex scene

Raven says:
[What is it with guys and sex scenes?]

Raven says:
In the dark depths of the castle, somewhere in the abyss of the lower levels, which housed what could only be called dungeons, something stirred. A mist floated from between the cracks in the rock walls, and slowly, rolled up the ancient stairway.

Raven says:
As the mist contiued to move along it gathered in substance, becoming a thick fog, a fog which trailed along behind the steps the man had taken earlier. It flowed, gracefully, like a dancer into now occupied bedchamber.

Raven says:
[This sucks! It’s rubbish!}

Spud says:
man

Spud says:
hey its not that bad

Spud says:
but im gonna hae to make it a to be continued

Raven says:
As the man tossed and turned in the antique bed, knowing somehow in his sleeping mind he wasn’t quite alone, the fog continued to grow denser, and denser, forming into something more than fog, Something with actual substance. The pale wisps of greyness shaping into long slender limbs, attached to a

Raven says:
[Okay then…I’ll see if I can do something with it, maybe, lol]

Spud says:
very tired

Raven says:
Awww…*hugs*

Spud says:
and miserable

Raven says:
you get rest and get betters

_________________So There you have it_________________
Nearly two pages of stuff off the top of my head, when put on the spot.
*pokes at Spud*