So much going on apparently…

I got a text from Wasil yesterday, telling me to find him a job…
I’m not sure of the details, other than Corporate gave his boss a name, and told him that he had to go…That name was Wasil’s.
So…For the moment, Wasil is out a job.

The concept of him actually getting a job up here, and moving in here…It’s got me a bit tied in knots.
I love him dearly, I do, and being able to wake up next to him, and go to sleep beside him, every day & night…It’s an appealing idea.
It’s just that…If he were to move in…I don’t know if we could handle it.
I’m me, and I have my ways of being…& he’s him and has his ways of being…I just don’t know how well it would work in the same place long term.
I don’t want to end up with us falling apart, because we are under the same roof.
I have the tendency to attempt to avoid anything that would cause conflict…He wouldn’t let me get away with that. He would challenge me if I tried…Which…Although probably good for me, making me face whatever…I don’t want to end up in an argument because of it.
As it is now, we’ve only had one thing that could be labeled a ‘fight’…& a few minor issues…I don’t want any more.

There is also the possibility of him moving back in with his friend Steve in Grand Rapids. Which has it’s good and bad points.
Good Points: He’d be a hell of a lot closer…3 hours vs. 9 hours. Even if he had an ‘on call’ job, he could still visit a lot more. I’d actually get to see him more than 2-3 times a year for 1-2 weeks. & if I somehow manage to get up the nerve (which the thought is still utterly terrifying) I could go down and see him too. [Yeah…Not a happy thought, as I just has a flash of one of the roads on the way to there…*shudders* ]
But for now…He’s still in St. Louis…Which still seems a million miles away, when I know it’s only 619 by car…Fairly certain it’s less by plane…
Bad Points: He’d be back down in the same area as the Psycho Hose Beast. & While I trust him, and know he would never do anything to hurt me…I DON’T trust or like her at all. She weaseled her way into going out with the group when we all went out in June while we were down there. Even though Wasil told Ty SEVERAL times that she wasn’t invited, she still managed to ‘get invited’. *glares @ Ty*

So yeah…I am hoping to have Wasil closer soon…Just not sure how soon, or how close he’ll be. And I am quite happy about the closeness…Just incredibly nervous at the same time. [Plus, there was that bit of tension in the house when he was up in June…Due to mis-interpertation & my Mum’s here and there attitude.]
Harley would love for him to be here…He adores him…I’m not sure why…I think it’s all the computer stuff…Or the fact that Harley will latch onto any male who gives him the time of day…Heck, he liked Todd. *shrugs* 
Sonja…Who I figured would at least put up a mock protest…She surprised me. She actually seemed to kind of like the idea, but put in the stipulation that she was not to be hugged on a daily basis. It wasn’t even not be hugged…It was just, not on a daily basis.  This is A LOT coming from here…As she disliked Todd (tho she wouldn’t tell me that, and it was a quite a while after we broke up before she’d even tell me).
Mum…She’s still not giving me any kind of answer on the thought. I don’t know why she’d care…It’s not like she’s here that much anymore. Which is annoying too…But that is a whole nother thing.

So…From that to school…
English…If you haven’t read my last entry, go read it…I’ve finely come down from my complete *squee* mode…But still feeling really good about it. [& is trying to figure out if I can fit NaNoWriMo in somehow, and if I have something in me to actually write.] Have my reading for Monday done already…Need to pick out a quote to write on the board when I get to class…And my paper got a B…So that is all of the happies for me.

Math…Thus far, despite some difficult places here and there, I’m doing pretty good…As of the return of our first test, I’m getting a B. I can live with that, if I can manage to keep it up. I aced my online homework for the last section. This section is giving me a bit of trouble…But I’m not going to let it get to me. I got my offline homework done already…So that’s good.

French…Ug…Skipped class Tuesday…Bad, I know…But I needed a ‘Mental Health Day’…Besides, it sort of became a necessity, as I ended up taking both Critters into the dr.
Mostly it was stupid…But it was better than arguing with Mum over the fact it was stupid. Harley has had a couple really bad nose bleeds in the last month…So she said I should take him in. *rolls eyes* [The Idiot said something about taking him to the dr. for them when I picked him up Memorial Day, cuz that week-end is when he had the first real bad one.] Seriously people? It’s a nose bleed, he’s a kid, they happen. & Sonja…Her ribs were bothering her again. *sigh* It sucks, I understand that. It hurts, I understand that too…My bloody knees hurt almost constantly, and since I wrecked Jumba, I can add my back to that as well. The last time he told her there wasn’t anything he could really do. Gave her some meds that ‘might’ help…She took them for 2 or 3 days, decided they made her headache or dizzy, and quit taking them…A little while later, her ribs quit hurting. *shrugs* But, she managed to worm her way into a very vague dr.’s note, that I’m hoping she doesn’t abuse.
But that whole paragraph got off topic…ANYWAY…
French…We have a test Tuesday. The first one of the semester…I’m not sure how I’m going to do.
The German lady in my class kind of babied me when we were going over the exercise in class, but I was trying (I felt like crap that day, and she took pity on me).
The other guy that I had done exercises with a couple times has dropped the class…So I’m not sure who is going to take pity on me on a regular basis. [The last two semesters it was this one guy, but we just kind of blew threw the exercise, so it wasn’t really doing me any good.)
Thursday in class we had to get into groups of three…& the one woman, who I use to find quite annoying during the first semester (& wasn’t in the second, as she was taking I & II consecutively) was trying to be really helpful about it.
So I guess we’ll see…I need to try and do some more studying…I wrote down possible answers for the oral section, now to get them to stick in my brain, & for my brain to register what he’s saying when he asks the questions.
I just need a D for transfer…So I’m holding my breath for at least that.

Critters…This was suppose to be my week-end…But the Idiot was wanting them because he didn’t get them Wed-Fri on his week…He started a temp job working nights, so he wouldn’t be there, & had the sense to let them stay home. AMAZING.
I had planned on taking them to the zoo…But it was calling for rain all week-end. Mum said next week-end is suppose to be better…So I changed Saturdays with the Idiot.
He said he’d be

here 9-10 to get them…It was about 10:30…Which made the Critters happy for that much longer. & I get to pick them up at 1:45 (like last Saturday), so getting to come home earlier makes them happy too.
So next Saturday we should be going to the zoo…The weather is suppose to be sunny & 69…So hopefully it makes for a good trip.
I think they are both looking forward to it.

Harley is doing good in school so far…Has only come home once, and that was because he wasn’t feeling well. I think having Ms. Gooding for a teacher again is going to be good for him, as she knows what she’s dealing with, and how to deal with him. & I think once he sees he can make it without trouble, then he won’t have anymore trouble…Tis the theory I’m going on anyway.

Sonja…Missed Monday & Tuesday, & came home early Thursday. [Thursday she apparently looked like a zombie, so her teacher told her to go home.]
The second week of school, she nearly killed a fellow student…& not even on purpose. Her and the one new kid, Noah (the superintendant/principal’s son) were trying to be nice to this other kid, Dylan. They had poppy seed rolls, and decided to share…Dylan is allergic to poppy seeds, which they knew, so they brushed the seeds off…Not thinking that there could be seeds inside too…Apparently he had a bad reaction…But he’s alive and well, and apparently playing nice, as he gave Sonja a crap load of music Friday.

& I think…That about covers most things…About 1/2 way done with Sonja’s costume…Need to start work on Harley’s…Have the materials for my bridesmaid dress for Reese’s wedding…
Sonja, afraid she was going to miss the bus was running to it the one day after school, tripped, fell, everything scattered, including Kisame (her laptop)…It died shortly after, due to another fall that was partially Harley’s fault, partially Sonja not putting Kisame in a better place for the second she sat him down. She now has Numi-chii (I think that’s how it’s spelled) It’s the ‘cutened’ version of Numata, which she got for the one Manga we read.

AND NOW…I think I’m going to go to bed…It’s almost 1 AM…& I need to do homework tomorrow & get the Critters & what not.