*smooshes title in box*

Who would of thought fake memories could be so much fun. *laughs*

Raya’s right…My poor Death Eaters are quite a depressed lot. *wonders how she managed to end up with multiple DE’s to begin with* Granted one is a spy, risking his life, set to ‘kill’ his girlfriend’s grandfather, without being able to explain why, or let her know anything about it ahead of time…and always wondering, ‘Hey is this the day/night my cover is blown and I get to die a most painful death?’  Not that he was ever that happy of a person to begin with, rubbish childhood and all. *kicks his father* *kicks James* *kicks Sirius* *kicks Harry*  I’m sure the second Potter needed it for something. *laughs* 
And the other…well…Okay, I’ll try to throw a bit more sunshine into his life. After all, he’s only paritaly disillusioned at this point. Though we all know he’s not their out of loyalty, rather than out of cowardice, and no other place to go. Now how can you not feel bad for him?  *mutters under breath about Grim saying they are Unlovable Creatures*

Anyway…cheers for Critter A…Sonja took Harley and a potty training book into the bathroon. She came back out with the annoucement that he’d ‘pooed on the potty’.  Well it’s something…Hopefully it’s a sign that he’s going to start going more often. I really don’t know what to do with him anymore.

Gas royalty checks came…pretty ones too…Mum said that’s what she’s using for my Christmas/Yule presents. Told her she didn’t need to, as I’ve been shopping for myself as well, since I know if it’s going to get done, I have to do it. Sad really…but mum usually does come through with something…so I do get a couple surprised under the tree.  I’ve got to sort out the list of what I’ve got for who, and what needs gotten yet…and perhaps start wrapping, and hope I don’t get stuff misplaced.

Still not feeling the holiday spirit like I should be…I don’t know what’s wrong with me. The last few years I’ve actually been quite good at it. More so than in previous years. I’ve wanted my tree, and I’ve wanted it ‘right now’.  But this year…I don’t know…It just doesn’t seem…*shrugs*  I know I need to be getting one though…for the Critters if nothing else. Maybe tomarrow…depending on the weather, and if I do the shopping…though I don’t feel much like that at this point either. Need to get bills sorted out before I do that anyway probably. (Which I’m so sick of being the one to look after the  checkbook and write out the bills…I’m just tired of a lot of things lately.)

Blah…I guess I’ll finish this up…because my mind has abandoned thought…Though I did make a list today of entries I need to write for roleplay for December…now if I can get off my arse and do it. (Actually did the 3rd one I came up with…Severus inviting Raven to the cabin for the begining of the holidays.)

Blah…I think Peter’s cage needs changed again already…