*shakes head* I can’t do a title tonight….*sigh*

I swear, I live on a rollercoaster ride…I can go from up to down, to…*shrugs* I don’t know, somewhere in between, with just a few simple things. *sigh*

Didn’t call on the DSL today…As I had Critters home early [half-day of school], and an idiotic pet that didn’t go to work. *rolls eyes* [Mum says she doesn’t even care anymore, just as long as the $200.00 is going into the savings every week.] I’m just annoyed, as all it does is expect the Critters to do whatever he says, and he takes over the TV. I took a nap, which I’m grateful for, as apparently while I was sleeping he watched ‘The history of tobacco’. OMFGs…WHY? How LAME is that. *shakes head*

I should update Peter…As I have an entry…Though…*sigh* *pokes at it* I think I gave up half-way through and just sent him off to sleep. *pats rat on head* Goooood rat. Okay…So yeah, I’m the only one that could ever possibly think that way. *laughs*

I was attempting to work on a rpg entry for later…There was suppose to be a convo in it…I had it once in my mind…But I was driving at the time, and couldn’t do anything to save it…So yeah, it got lost.

*glares at pet* Go to bed you f#cking @sshole!
Bloody f#cking hell. Harley was sleeping on the floor…Woke up with a wet pull-up. Went to put underwear on and that f#cking idiot starts yelling at him to put a pull-up on.

1) The boy isn’t even really awake
2) WTF does he care what he’s got on, it’s not like he’s going to pee on him if he doesn’t have a pull-up on.

Just pisses me off that he seems to think he can hang out one day and run the f#cking house like he’s really a part of it.

*sigh* Talking about insurance the other day, when I was going to the dr. It was pretty much how I always seem to get sick in the winter, and how I really won’t be able to do like I usually do next winter, as I’ll have classes (unless I throughly give up before then *ducks swattage*). So I’ll need to get something done right away, which means needing insurance…Which I suppose is something the pet does serve a purpose for.
Mum made a remark, sort of…Well it was like she asked if I had someone waiting…*sigh* Gods how I wish I did…
But after that, it was more or less like she was saying, since I don’t, that I should just reap the benefits I do get for the moment, and that he’d get sick of everything before too long, and that anyone else would have already. Benefits being…We are, at the moment, getting $200.00 a week, as it’s going into the savings account. So it’s actually getting there. I’ve got insurance, and the Critters have insurance. And most of the time, he’s not here.
I haven’t really talked to her about it since then…*sigh* What am I suppose to do though…Say ‘Yeah, I’m tech. married, but that’s only because it’s easier, and more cost effective than telling the f#cking idiot to go away. But if you want to go out and do something sometime, sure, sounds like fun.’? *headdesk*

*Takes break to put pull-up on boy* As yeah, after the above, Harley got a pull-up, brought it over to where I am, and proceeded to crawl under the blanket with me, without putting the pull-up on. Under normal circumstances, I wouldn’t let him. But as he was still tech. asleep, I don’t care if he was walking, crying, yelling, I know he does this in his sleep…Unlike some stupid f#cking idiots that are truly clueless, I let him get away with it. I would of let him put his underwear on (which is all he wanted to do) and then just change him when he laid back down, and got settled once more. But some people aren’t that smart.

*gives up on any actual writing from here*

Here is something to watch…Tis Sokka for Echo. *laughs*

Sokka Stands Out

"White and Nerdy"- Sokka’s Own Little Rap Video

Sokka/Aang – Tequila

Sokka’s Toxic

Here is something to read….

I don’t ask or want for much, but somehow it seems like everything.
I just want your simple touch, isn’t that a little thing?
It doesn’t even have to be real, I’ll settle for fantasy.
I can accept it across the miles, it can be a mental thing.

Just to know that at some point, that you’re wanting me.
Just to know that on some level, you’re needing me.
It doesn’t have to be real, I’ll settle for fantasy.
It doesn’t have to be physical, it can be a mental thing.

My mind it’s a powerful tool, I can pretend you’re here.
I don’t need your heart, of this, do not fear.
I just need to hear you speak, whisper in my ear.
I just need that connection, to feel I’m not alone.

It doesn’t have to be real, I’ll settle for fantasy.
It doesn’t have to be written in stone, not for me.
I wouldn’t expect you to wait, I know you’ve moved on.
All I need is some make believe, just a little fun.

Please, make the miles slip away, I know you can.
Please, just let me play, I know it’s all pretend.
I don’t expect you to be mine, when all is said is done.
I don’t expect you by my side, I only want some fun.

It doesn’t have to be real, I’ll settle for fantasy.
I don’t want forever, just something to make me free.
I just want to pretend, that I’m alive once more.
I’m not asking for everything, just open that door.

Let me have a little hope, even if it’s false.
I know it’s just a facade, I can cope.
Let me get lost in pleasure, happy in my mind.
I don’t ask for much, just imaginary bliss.

It doesn’t have to be real, I’ll settle for fantasy.
Even if it’s not true, at least it will dull the pain.
Take this ache away, the one deep in my heart.
I never expected it to be real, not once from the start.

Can’t you do me this, a small little favor.
Free me from my torture, save me from my fever.
It doesn’t have to be real, I’ll settle for fantasy.
I know that’s how it is, the way it has to be.