Outfit Pictures…Name thing…Worry

Pictures!! Not only outfits, but wigs as well. *laughs*  So you get to see Raven as a red head, and Raven as a blonde. *laughs*  (As for my seemingly dour expressions in following pics…I blame the evil Critters, as they see a camera and go crazy. I had to fight with them through half the picture taking to get them done.)

Here is the dress I plan on wearing to the Fireman’s Banquet.

Okay…here is the red and gold outfit…*pokes at it* Bloody Gryffindor colours. *laughs*

Same skirt as the last bunch, but diffrent shirt…though still in red and gold.

And as of this point…this is what I’m wearing to the Lexi Gras party…*pokes at it* I don’t know…it was just something I threw together.    I so need to get my hair dyed…It will be it’s proper purple shade…which will go good with the colour theme.

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My glasses got in…Who knows when…they just forgot to call me. *scowls* But here is me with and without my glasses.

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I tried to do the thing I was tagged with my [echo]
But no matter how many times and ways I tried to save the bloody thing…It wouldn’t work. *frowns*

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I feel the need to change my name. Not that I don’t love the whole penguin thing, despite my resistance to it initally, but I guess that right there is part of the point. A brief (or attempt at brief) explanation for those outside of Roleplay who don’t understand the whole penguin thing.

Being called Penguin actually came from the HP Roleplay. It even pre-dates Raven calling Remus her uncle (though I don’t think by much). Raven in her persuit of Severus, tended to drive him quite mad with her antics, and some of those antics were quite out there. *laughs* Well in result to the agravated looks she’d recieve, she would continue to annouce that she was amusing. Which she tended to tell others when they were on the recieving end of her antics. Apon one such time, and insisting one too many times she was amusing to Remus, he declared she was amusing…As amusing as Penguins falling down. *makes scowly face* Not exactly what I had in mind. *laughs* But from that moment on, Remus, who shortly after took on the moniker (sp?) of Uncle, would contiue to call her a penguin, or simply, Penguin. At first Raven would yell she wasn’t a penguin, and insist otherwise…But as some thing go, she eventually realized there was no way around it, and accepted it as what it was, a term of endearment between the two of the.

Which is why I feel a bit out of sorts about using it as my name. Like Raya said in her one note on the subject of the name (which mirrored the thoughts I had been having). The whole Penguin thing is something specail beteen Me/Raven and Nell/Uncle Remus…and it just doesn’t feel right sitting out there for random public use. (Not that I’d consider most of you random, it’s just there are those odd random people…and as much as I adore you all…You’re bloody well not my Uncle Remus. *laughs* *sigh* Damn it…I miss Nell. *pouts*)

I’d consider JennyLee…but I’m thinking it wouldn’t feel right either…as I would have the same issues concerning it with Raya…That and I’m still a bit wary of it. *pokes at it* *laughs*

But yes, I did need to step out from the Shadows…As much as I love them, you can’t really live in them. So I might be going through that whole changing names until I find something that fits me…Or at least come up a transistional name between Penguin, and the one I finaly pick (though Penguin will most likely be there a day or two longer…in hopes of Nell’s return…I’d hate for her to miss such a thing. *sigh*).

It’s been 20 days since Nell’s been on…Nearly three weeks. *sigh* It worries me…I worry she’s not well…I worry she’s not coming back…
I know when she was missing from us before, she was missing from school as well…And I’m sure she had/has all kinds of work to make up to try and keep up with her class…but still…I fear one day she’ll just be gone, never to return…and I won’t know when, or why. Did she just forget about us…Or did something go terribly wrong. There are just too many things that could happen…and despite about not worrying over some thi

ngs that others would normally do…I worry when people I care about go missing. I mean, we never know what could happen out there (Point in example: We had a girl in Roleplay that went by the name Amber. She took a hiatus from playing, for whatever reasons. Last Halloween her diary was updated…but not by her, it was by her mother. It was to inform us that a month prior she had died). I hate thoughts like that…but one never knows, though I would hope the bloody Tea Witch would come by long enough to tell us something if it was so serious…though I suppose he’d be a bit of a mess himself, and not think properly either. *sigh*

*shakes head* No bad thoughts…away bad thoughts.