Not a good day…

I hate feeling out of control…Especially when there is no reason, or foreseeable reason for it. *sigh*
I missed French class…Missed a quiz…At least the Chapter exam isn’t until Thursday…But I missed review for it. *sigh*

I started feeling all anxious in Linguistics…I thought I could just push it away, think about something else…Like I usually do. Instead it kept gnawing at me.
I just kept feeling worse and more anxious…By the time French class came all I wanted to do was run and hide…I wanted to curl up into a ball and cry…I just couldn’t stand to be there.

I literally fled! I had to…So yeah…Anxiety attack…Not fun…But if I had stayed…I’m guessing I would have had a total breakdown and ended up…Who knows. *sigh*

So yeah…*sigh* That was my day…More or less.

Waz & I texted back and forth for a bit after I got home…It helped a bit. I was feeling a bit better by then…I’m still a bit out of sorts…I just hope I’m back to ‘normal’ enough to make it through the rest of the week without any trouble…

*curls up into a ball*

Oh yeah…Despite not getting an acceptance letter from GVSU yet, I got an e-mail invitation to transfer orientation…So I’m guessing I’ve been accepted…Just haven’t gotten my letter yet.