NoJoMo 18
I’m tired…But I can’t even think about taking a nap…I’ve got 2 1/2 hours and I get to go rescue my Critters!
Of course, tired might be because I was woken way too early.
Sonja text @ 4:53 AM to tell me good morning. *falls over* & that was followed by several texts until I gave up sleeping @ 8:00.
She’s lucky I love her dearly.
My heart is sooooo aching. I am missing Wasil so much.
I want to fall apart and just cry…But still trying to be strong and hold it together.
I’m feeling anxiety rising within me, and I’m not sure why.
I need to do some homework…I’m just so over the whole thing.
I’m loving the tutoring that I’ve got to do…But The typing up of observations is just soooo mind-numbing, & I don’t have her thoughts on my last two…So I don’t know if they are up to her standards. I also have to get ready to present a learning strategy to the group…& write another essay. & also write up the ‘lesson plans’ and thoughts that go with the tutoring.
I’ve been watching RuPaul’s Drag Racing…O.o
Seriously…Most of these guys look better than I do most of the time.
How depressing is that?! *sigh*
This is the 2nd show in as many days that I’ve ended up having a mini-marathon of a show I didn’t expect to end up watching more than one of.
Last night I started watching Ringer…I’m not quite half done with it, but I can’t watch it today, as Mum ended up coming in towards the end of the first episode and getting sucked into it as well. What really sucks, is I know it only lasted for one season, and I get the feeling that there isn’t a satisfactory ending at the end of the first season.
Yeah…I think that is about it for the moment.
aw sweetie. *hugs you* i know how the missing goes darling.
Warning Comment
Heh, we’ve talked about the missing a bit. And the not being the same as in person.. if it’s just video and such. It stinks, majorly. 🙁 I hope you get to see him soon’ish! And yay critters coming home!! RYN: Yeah.. I wish we could just skip and go to the house party, but then we’ll never hear the end of it. Sheesh, I told my grammy that I didn’t want to carve a pumpkin for my cousin’s girlfriend.. and (Actually it was more of a ‘why does he make everyone else do things for HIS relationship.’ I never actually said no I wouldn’t) and she started an arguement with me how I’m not supportive and how if I had asked her to do the same thing she would. Bah.. so I feel as if if I don’t go to Thanksgiving it will be the same shit. How I’m a crappy person who cares nothing of others.. blah blah blah.. I felt much better yesterday. Today I’m in a grumbly mood again. Maybe I needed to stay anti-social today too. However I’ve not really talked to anybody so I’m not sure what it’s stemming from. 🙁 I need hot chocolate.. and a cuddle. *nods*
Warning Comment