NoJoMo #14: Too many thoughts for one title

The thing about anonymity is, you have to be smart enough to not reveal who you are. Then again, when one is an attention seeker, there is little satisfaction in not garnering a reaction.

Anyway…A bit of a history on my first Otherworldly love. In 1994, I was fed up with the guys in my life. They always seemed to want something or another, didn’t care enough to give back anything. One can only take so much. So…I turned my attention elsewhere. I had read DragonLance, and in it’s pages I found a soul who spoke to me. I loved this being. Granted, many closed-minded people would say he was ‘just a character’ in a book. But I had already at that point come to the conclusion that this world, this reality isn’t the only one in existence. And perhaps my love wasn’t in this world with me, but he was somewhere, willing to love me in return, as long as I needed. I gave my heart to Raistlin Majere, with instructions to keep it safe for me. I felt loved, and cared for, even if he couldn’t hold me in his arms in proper fashion.
Did this keep me from a ‘real’ relationship? Hardly, as everyone around here should know that I’ve had a couple relationships since then, including a marriage, and I have two Critters from that. Raistlin helped me through a time when I had no one else to offer me that sort of support, even if he wasn’t in this world.

And anyone who thinks that this is the only world out there, has a very limited view of things. That would be like saying we are the only life in all of the universe(s)…Kind of an arrogant approach to things if you ask me.

Though I am loathe to give attention seeking prats what they are looking for…I think it’s only right to put proper perspective on a couple things:

On second thought…I’m not going to waste that much of my time and energy. One minute I’m being told one thing…The next minute, I’m being told the direct opposite. One minute one is taking responsibility for their actions…The next they are trying to place the blame back on me.

Hint…That night, when I was feeling so bad…So depressed. [Oh wait, that’s right, according to some people, depression doesn’t really exist.] When what I needed was my friends…One of the two people I thought I knew I could count on for all time turned their back on me…Guess what…That sadness, wasn’t about you! Just because you think the world revolves around you doesn’t mean it does.
Luckily I have real friends who stood by me then, and stand by me now, no matter what.

Anyway…That’s too much recognition.

On to other things…

Got back my Project #2 in English. I got an 85% (3.0). So I’m fine with that.
Handed in my rough draft for Project #3. I already know some things I need to fix…Like add an introduction, so the reader knows what’s going on. Other than that…*pokes Rabid Cannon Fan* That might need to attempt to add some more points for them…Not that it has valid points, as it is a Rabid Cannon Fan.

Wednesday brings Psych Quiz & Plant Bio. Quiz. We’ll see how that works.
I don’t think I did too bad on my Algebra Quiz today…*pokes at it* That last problem sucked though.

Our Plant Bio class is being given 2 options…To have a final exam where we work in groups of 4 or 5…Part of the grade will be a review from your peers, saying how much work you put into it.
OR…
No final exam at all…
Personally, I’m hoping for the none at all…Though I did hear some of them actually considering wanting the exam! *falls over*

Back to the previous entry…I’d like to thank everyone for the kind things said…And although I know who a couple of you are, some have me completely baffled…Others…Really, really wondering (hoping?).

You are all a great lot of people.

And in other news…

I am officially divorced. The papers have the judges signature on it and everything, and they’ve been filed with the clerk (which is the most important part of the process, as that’s what makes it legal).

And a couple pictures I tossed together…Though admittedly not as cute as the Fan Puppies.