My long arse update. Todd & other things.

The phone rang at somewhere around quarter after two in the morning. Sure you can all guess who was on the other end of said phone. *grins* Despite the conversation I’d had with my wonderful sissy, I had convinced myself that I wouldn’t be hearing from him. [I hate to get my hopes up, and then have it not happen…So it’s always better to convince myself it’s not going to happen, and that way if it does, it’s all the better. *grins*]

Annnnnd…We had a fairly good bit of talking on the way home. He said that he wouldn’t say that anyone was his best friend (with the thought it would sound gay if he did *laughs*), but that if he did, that he would have to say that I was his best friend. [That little bit meant a great deal to me. Best friends are someone of major importance in someone’s life.]

He also asked me if I loved him…To which I said ‘Yes’ (of course). And I got ‘I love you’ without the ‘little bit’ added. I got ‘I love you’ a couple times. [He also asked me why I love him…I told him I’ve been trying to figure that one out myself…I just know I do. Nothing has ever felt like this.]

He also said, that outside of his parents, he feels like I’m the only person who really cares about him. Which I made sure to confirm, that I do care about him. I told him I worry about him. He kept saying sorry about ‘making’ me come get him…I told him I didn’t mind, that at least that way I knew he was safe, and not wrapping himself around a tree. [Yeah…I started to tear up…I just want to make sure he knows how much he means to me. I want to make sure he knows I really do care. I really do love him.]

He started to say something once about a child. Then cut himself off short, remembering that I’ve gotten my tubes tide. Then he asked if we got rich, would I consider getting the procedure reversed, and having another kid. *blinks*
This has that…So many thoughts attached to it…He’s thinking of long term things…Long term things together. I mean, he said ‘WE’ when he said the getting rich thing. [Not that I care about getting rich…It’s just the whole ‘WE’ part.] And that he’d want to have a child…A child with me…It’s one of those, ‘speaks to the depths’ of emotions/feelings thing.

He’s sleeping right now…He’s staying the day here with me. *smiles* I don’t mind that he’s sleeping…He’s been working a lot of hours, and didn’t get to sleep until the early hours of the morning. And he woke up for a little bit. [He even called when he woke up and realized he was alone in the house…As I had to be at the school for a little bit this morning.]

Last night he was even talking about applying at Shanty Creek/Schuss Mountain, and sleeping in his Blazer in my yard. *shakes head* I’m sure Mum would let him sleep inside…At least for a little while, then he could get a room at the resort, or something…Whatever it is that they do. [I know Boyne Mountain makes arrangements for some of their employees to have housing at the mountain.]

Furnace guy & helper are here…Putting in a new furnace (hopefully). It sounds like they are having a bit of trouble with it. [Gods…I don’t know how Todd can sleep through all the noise they are making! *laughs* I swear…It sounds like they are tearing the bloody house apart! O.o *falls over* ]

Yes…I’m about to bombarde you with more Todd stuff. *laughs* He said last night that he’s a little jealous due to the nakkie models in Life Drawing. [Gods, there is so no reason to be! *shudders @ the thought of the nakkie models.] Should of told him that while I’m there, I spend the whole time thinking I’d rather be drawing him.
He also looked at my one sketch book from Life Drawing that I had laying on the freezer in the dining room. He was slightly disturbed by it…I think one of the main factors being that all the guys I’ve drawn have been turned into unichs. *laughs* I just so don’t want to look at them!

I’m about ½ way done with my Creative Writing assignment #4. I think…I hope…*pokes at it with a stick* I’m somewhere near the middle of the second part, and it’s only really got three parts. I think I know how I’m going to wrap it up…To make sure, in case people don’t have it figured out by then, that the three female characters presented in it are the same being.

I’ve got the format drawn out for my next two 2-D design projects. We are working on a group project currently…A black and white montage. We started out with an industrial looking background (though it’s not quite put together yet either), and we are ending up with a bunch of angels coming out of nowhere! *laughs* *shakes head* I’m not sure how it’s going to work…But we’ll figure out something.

We pretty much have to take a bunch of black and white pictures, and create one picture out of them, that looks like something from a distance…Though it can look like a train wreck up close (and some of the examples we were shown did that).

Other than that…Did a ‘doodle’ in Drawing II that I decided I want to keep, and maybe even frame. We were doing practice charcoal washes, as our next project is done with charcoal, and we can use a wash on it if we want. I couldn’t find much of interest to draw…Did see the one maniqune torso that they use for some of the art classes. I really like the way it turned out…James was impressed, as was one of the girls from my Life Drawing class when I showed it to her later. Doug even said he liked it the best out of the sheet full of practice stuff I’d been attempting to do.

I need to catch up on my sketchbooks, for both drawing classes, badly.

[Apparently all the noise was them attempting to get the old furnace out…As they are just now carrying the new furnace in! O.o]

This is one of those ‘I should know better moments’…And I’m still paying for it.

Yesterday, after 2-D design, James (who had just been hanging around the class room, as he seems want to do most of the time) pointed out that out one side of the Fine Arts Building it was pouring down rain…On the other side, it wasn’t raining at all!

Me and one of the other girls from class was standing there, and Reese said something about us being unobservant…So, without thinking, I said ‘Bite me’. I was still marvelling over the rain on one side, no rain on the other, when I missed her asking if that was an invatation, or something along those lines…I failed to respond, and failed to save myself…She bit me! My arm is still aching from it, even if it doesn’t appear to have left any marks. I’d reckon that it would bruise, though I don’t think you could tell from the fact that the skin in that area is already black!

If the powers that be in the universe like me at all…They will have my ref

und check in the mail today, and I will be able to convince Todd to go do something. Otherwise…*sigh* He’s looking at 14 straight days of work, without a day off, and more than a few of them (from what I gathered on the phone yesterday morning) are double shifts.

Oh yeah…Forgot to mention that. I was on my way to school Thursday morning when my cell phone rang. I worried it was the school calling about Harley, as I had sent a note to them the day before that they are to call me first, not Dan (as they called him Tuesday before calling the house, because he’d been at the school, and sticking his nose where it doesn’t belong), and that they have both my numbers, so there is no reason why they shouldn’t be able to get a hold of me. Anyway…It wasn’t the school…It was Todd! *squee* I had actually just been thinking about the fact that I was going to have to call him on my break, and that he probably wouldn’t answer, and that it’d been nearly a week since I’d gotten to talk to him…And wondering if I didn’t call, if he would call me.

Guess that is a yesh. *giggles* Anyway…He had just gotten home from fishing (he went right out after work), it was around 7:45 am…He hadn’t been to sleep, hadn’t taken a shower yet (even though he smelled like fish), and he called me before he did any of that! *squee* *feels of the special*

Well…I suppose that is about it for the moment. After all, it’s nearly three pages long now.

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oOo!! Such a wonderful conversation you had with Todd. Yay togetherness! So, do you have a working furnace yet? *beats on Reese* *grins* Yay for impressiveness from other people over your drawing! [Speaking of Shanty Creek, I keep wondering if things would’ve gotten better, eventually, had I stayed there. Right now, I miss MI more than Derrick does.*lol* I understand & realize that we have a better quality of life here, but it’s the memories I miss.] *HUGS*

October 3, 2008

btw: i am sure things will work out for todd. the homeless thing really really sucks. MUAH lots of love.

October 4, 2008

It would be great if he could get a job at the resort and a place there. I love it when jobs provide housing. *grins* hurray for the use of the word ‘We’. What a wonderful word.

October 4, 2008

Hey now, I was a pretty hot nude model in college! Although yes, there were some that were shudder worthy. Boyne Mountain! Is that far from you? Adam wants to go there for our anniversary this year. I’ve never been skiing so I’m a bit nervous. RYN: I don’t mind the ortho appointments while I’m at them . . . it’s the day after that sucks! How long did you have your braces on, anyway?