It’s another rollarcoaster ride in roleplay.

I’ve read three essays in my Mapping the World of Harry Potter book…I was sorely disappointed in the third one…I was expecting more when I seen it was about Snape…but it delved more into the adult fanfic thing, and not much on Severus himself.  The next two essays deal with religion.

I know…I have a couple other books I should be reading too…I’ll get to it…I just know if I set down for any serious reading the children usually attack. Today would be good, as Harley is not here (he’s at the other grandma’s house)…but I have to go back to TC…as I managed to forget to take the case of oil I bought out from under the cart when loading things into the Jeep.

I’ve got a wire poking into my cheek…painful…*stuffs wax in there* I feel like a bloody candle. *laughs*

My head hurts…it’s been like that the last couple days…Last night didn’t help as I was putting myself through the emotional wringer.  WELCOME TO THE EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER RIDE!! *laughs*  As we seem to like to do to ourselves…we are pushing the bounderies of what keeps us sane, and our range of emotions. 
Raven’s family has been thrown into turmoil once more…as an "unknown Death Eater" has killed Ashton (who although they weren’t really related, as with the rest of her family, she considered her brother)…So she’s lost her ‘brother’…Raya has lost her ‘brother’ (who was really her cousin)…and Uncle Remus has lost his (adopted) son.
What has this served to do…remind me that the end of the school year is fast approaching…and I’m in for another big rollercoaster ride…Luckily for me as the case may be…I’ve got part of the aftermath already written….and well…don’t want to give part of it away to those few I haven’t told what is going to happen…but I won’t have to deal fully with the emotions.  Still…I’ve got some hard writing ahead of me…Not only as Raven, but as Severus.   Damn..*looks over at Raya* This is the real reason you handed Severus over to me isn’t it? You didn’t want this part of the job. *laughs*  The now all so famous ‘death scene’…Which reminds me…I need a bloody spell!! Something for behind the Killing Curse, as our theory goes, since it wasn’t really the Killing Curse that hit Dumbledore, but a silently cast spell instead, to give the appearance of death.  Damn it, Dumbledore is NOT dead….and Severus is NOT evil!

Anyway…I must go set up the voice mail on my cell phone before I forget…don’t use it often but I do use it on occasion. Heck, don’t use the phone often….I’ve still got 10 units/minutes that I need to use up on the old phone before the 5th of Feb.  And maybe go find something for this aching head.