*is ready to fall asleep*

I’m wondering if I’m going to manage tomarrows Journal Exercise entry on time. This bunch only last five days, and I’d hate to get messed up on day three. Okay, must remind myself, that if I do miss it, it’s because I was being too picky, or too stubborn. *laughs* Thing is I need a quotation or statement that I like. And thus far, I don’t have one picked out. So I need to get off my arse and find one.

I’m also being incrediably picky/stubborn about the one Creative Writing assignment I should be doing. I need to pick a story/article/poem that I’ve written, and journal through it. I’m having trouble picking out something to do it on. The one thought behind the exercise is to revise it…but I don’t really think I could see myself changing/revising any of my poems…Though I suppose I could still journal through one…*shrugs* I don’t know.

On another note…I went from having no couples for my twisted romances to having three! *laughs* Though I still have to figure out what the featured creature is on the one…but I’ve got the thought of what’s going on, so I just need to do some creature studying. I’ve got the creature and thought for another one. And I’ve got the creature(s), and a slight thought, but not the main part of it, for the third. I think I want, four or five couples before I’m done. But three concepts is a good start I think. I know I still have a lot of work on all three groups before they get to where they need to go.

I’m getting quite the list of things to keep me busy…I just hope I don’t try to over due it. My reading did tell me it’s good to have multiple things going on though, so if you’re having trouble with one, you can leave it, and move on to something else for a bit, to give yourself a break from the first. Which is why when it comes time to write, I’m going to try not to think of the romances as one big thing, but several small things…Otherwise, it could be quite overwhelming. Plus I’ve got Peter’s back story in The Lure of the Rat going…but like I said, I don’t know when chapter three will be up. I’m not rushing it, and it’s coming slower than A Most Unconventional Student, or The Choice, either one did. (And there is always the whole A Blissful Fortnight, which I’ve been beyond neglectful of.)

Now, as it’s been addressed twice already, once by Raya, and once by Tara…The world of roleplay. I will still be continuing on. I’ve got too much already written to just let it go…and honestly, too much of myself invested in it at this point. I’ve got the basics, and more so for the most part, from now until September. From October to February, well, I’ll be back to having to do some thinking, and some actual "work" mayhaps. *laughs* For those of you who might be wondering, what about the family…Raya and Tara have both given me persmission to continue using their characters in my work. (Work…*laughs*…Sounds so professional. *laughs*….Actually, it sounds really good. *smiles*) *looks around* So where was I? Oh yes…I plan on seeing Raven’s story play out until February, at least. Depending how things go, and how troublesome Oct.-Feb. is…I’ll see what happens. So you’ve all got the Raven story going for another nine months.

So…I think that concludes the writing on writing half of this entry. *laughs*

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Now on to the rest of the mess that is my life.

As the pet is going to ‘spring school’ for the fire dept., he’s declared that he can’t hand over the weekly money…I had managed to scrape by last week, and keep most of it, but I had hoped to use it to take the Critters to the carnival this week-end. Don’t know how I’m going to figure it out now. Some of Mum’s last couple paychecks are left, but $300 of it just went to pay for her car getting fixed, and now her Jeep is in there getting worked on. (At least we will have three happy vehicles when all is said and done.)

But on an up note…He’s going to be gone for the week-end, so I won’t have to deal with him.

Okay here’s something that keeps going around in my head…not that it bothers me, though it might probably should, and at another time it would…but, yeah, anyway…

Saturday before the banquet, the pet needed to get somethings from Wal-Mart. So we pull into a parking spot, next to this ugly yellow car…(it really was ugly, had this splash of other colors on the side of it…blah…anyway…) Well the pet pops up with saying that he knew the car. Which is normal, since he seems to know someone everywhere anyway. Then after another moment he says that it’s India’s car. I’m like, okay whatever. Then he expands on it by saying India is a dancer at Cross Roads…and then says something along the lines of me wanting to know how he knows a dancer from Cross Roads. I just kind of sat there, and was thinking, along the lines of ‘What the bloody hell does he expect me to say/do.’
To clear a bit of that up…Cross Roads is the local topless bar. *shrugs* I’m still trying to figure out how I was suppose to react to it.
At another time, it would of been enough to send me off in a tirade of questions…but as I’ve given up caring…*shrugs*…I’m just baffled.

Anyway…As it’s fast approaching 3:30 am…I should be finishing this up, and getting off to bed. I only got about 4 hours last night…And I probably won’t get much more tonight, as I need to get up, and not let Harley run loose…He stole my candy bars! *laughs*

Log in to write a note

ryn: About how much does that renting a post office box thing cost?

I’m so happy that the character development is going well for you! Congrats! I can’t wait to hear what your planning. If you ever need any help researching vampires, I’m your girl. Is that book that you have with ‘Carmilla’ called the Great Book of Dracula Stories or something like that? I read that anthology. Anyway, about the pet, I have no idea. If he knows her car, he might very well know her

outside the bar scene because I don’t think one typically knows what car a person drives after simply seeing them dance in a club. I’m not sure if this should be taken as a good or bad thing, however.

May 19, 2006

riiiiiight men are just weird like that :S yesh very weird methinks as for raven good on you continuing like you are it proves you have staying power where as the rest of us… well i m just useless lol *kicks pet* just for good measure, go to the carnival have fun woooooo!!! *hugs* life is so confusing lately isnt it xxx

ryn: Thanks! Once again, I will stop leaving you tons of notes now. No really, I’m leaving. lol. Try to have a good weekend! 🙂

*points up to Nic’s note* She has a point…things in everyone’s lives seems to be springing. *posts neon/blinkie sign* Welcome to the next chapter of your life. That’s the theme for everyone, it seems, even you! Though I don’t know much about writing and how it’s published…I know some editors do revise one’s work. So, revising is always a good thing. Just can’t be…

stubborn about it. *pokes you* *laughs* Lastly, the pet is just an idiot. *shakes head* I told you my opinions about it on messenge the other night. ~