I’m so bloody tired…I think I’ve gone mental

I had to pretend to be functioning already this morning. The school called first thing this morning, saying Sonja has pink-eye. Blah…I’m not entirly sure that’s what it is, but she was poking at it sometime after midnight last night, and it is mildly puffy…less so after 5 min. with a tea bag on it. So I guess she gets an early start to her long week-end. (Blah…Oh well, means I don’t have to get up at 6 tomarrow morning and see her off to school…maybe I can keep Harley asleep for longer then.)

*falls over* So tired…but mum is taking the time to sleep…and if I do too…well Harley will get into something. He’s been getting into everything…Since the chocolate frosting, he’s gotten into some vanilla (but didn’t spread it as badly) as well as the cornstartch. He’s been sneaking into the puddings again (which means back to not buying pudding and yogurt for a while again. *sigh*).

Blah…I can’t think…not sure if it’s my normal achy head…or the fact that I’m added one more degree to my ever mounting status of being completly mental. But on that note…a question to ponder…(which is the same question asked in the entry I just wrote.)

"Do you know the diffrence between loving someone, and being in love with someone?"

Lost Biscuit

November 22, 2005

the being in love with someone is probably inrequited??? i dunno hope the stress goes away *kicks it*

*hugs* Sorry about the bloody mess, but yeah, early start on a long weekend is good, too. Heh. – And you can stay up later with moi! *laughs* Joking. I have loved, but I don’t believe I’ve ever been in love with a person yet. Which is probably why I’ve never held onto any possible relationships, most of them have been on-line, though. So, I don’t believe they count.

I want someone I met offline, or at least someone perhaps I met on-line but lives near me. *nods* – There’s only one guy I’ve dated here, but I don’t like talking about it either. He said he loved me the first night we went to the movies!!! I didn’t see him again. *shudders* That’s just too bloody much! ~

UGH! *screams* Astrid Black added my diary to her Favourites. *headdesk repeatedly* I loathe that girl! *growls* ~

*yawn* i’m tired as well. yesterday i ended up sleeping at 1 in the bloody am! i hate studying… i took the test today so i better have passed it. hope the critters don’t cause too much ruckus for you note from an

Imperfections of a Mortal

*hugs*

I feel bad for Harley. I know about the problems you described; I used to have them pretty badly. But he has a better mom than I do. All mine did was pray for me, but apparently there is no god, because the people at my middle school saw the bruises I had from her beating me once and sent a CPS agent over to my house, which finally made her realize that I had a medical problem. (cont’d)

(cont’d) After TLC and special schooling, though, I wish there was more anybody could do for him. It’s a huge process of outgrowing it. But I think mine may have been worse, ’cause I had it from ages 12-15. ~Linnie

Blue 2

Sleep is good. I like sleep. I know the difference between loving someone and being inlove. Ofcourse I’m not very experienced in the love world either.